Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Lonely

Words are wasted on those that do not understand
I try and i fail yet i climb and i try again
I forget this feeling that i have, is it called love?
I yearn to cure this stated that i am in
But i do not understand
This feeling that i seek i have lost and yet i want it found
I am sorry but i am so lonely
Yes I am so lonely
Who knows what i do behind those doors of mine
I shed tears that are invisible to everyone but myself
I forget who i am and still i will never forget who you are
Save me

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

The hardest part
This troubled heart
Has ever yet been through now

Was heal the scars
That got their start
Inside someone like you now

For had I known
Or I'd been shown
Back when how long it'd take me

To break the charms
That brought me harm
And all but would erase me

I never won
Or thought I could
No matter what you'd pay me

Replay the part
You stole my heart
I should have known you're crazy

If all I knew
Was that with you
I'd want someone to save me

It'd be enough
But just my luck
I fell in love and maybe

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better

So bittersweet
This tragedy
Won't ask for absolution

This melody
Inside of me
Still searches for solution

A twist of faith
A change of heart
Cures my infatuation

A broken heart
Provides the spark
For my determination

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better

I never wanted you to be so full of anger (anger)
I never wanted you to be somebody else
I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves
I only wanted you to see things for yourself

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
Now we all know better
All that I wanted was


Na na na na
Na na na na
Na na na na
Na na na na
(cont. thru verse)

If I were you
I'd manage to
Avoid the invitation

Of promised love
That can't keep up
With your adoration

Just use your head
And in the end
You'll find your inspiration

To choose your steps
And won't regret
This kind of aggravation

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Family is but a word oft spoken carelessly

You can go and die
You can really go and die
Just die
I have no words to express
Just die
If i see your face I will kill you
Just die
You think u know what is genuine care?
Just Die
You don't even dare to use the word Love
Just Die
Expletives are wasted on you.........

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Wow.. I missed Christmas and the New Year... Haha...

I'm Left, She's Right, You're Wrong
The world revolves around the fake sort of gone
You and me were never meant to be,
Across the divide and beneath the sea
Forever lost with no one to blame
I'm on my knees but I'm not prayer
Weary is the wayward soul
but no rest for the wicked
That is the story of his tale
Unloved and unwanted by so many
Paid in kind by the disgustingly pretty
Apparition to the best of us
You belong without the rest of us
Die

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Use Somebody

Disappointment is sometimes hauntingly painful
So is the agony and affliction of loneliness in the soul
The spirit yearns for the very thing the will is preventing
The years go by and the days grow long
The search for belonging still goes on
Can you not understand?
Do you not realise?
We are all in this world with nothing real to ever hold onto
The only real thing we deny
And salvation is lost upon us all

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Holding on too tight, am I losing myself?

All because of you, I haven't slept in so long
When I do I dream of drowning in the Ocean
Longing for a shore, where I can lay my head down
I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Back to nothing from whence I came...

Automatic dreams of the vision that you want to be
Obstructed view of the age timeless but wrought with sadness
still it lives on like how eternity is
I forget the only one

Tears for you I can see the damage done
Don't go yet, don't let go
Not yet My only one.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Blessed Christmas!

Somebody loves you, did you not know?

Somebody died for you, is it very hard to comprehend?

Friday, December 04, 2009

Maybe Its Because I'm dumb

Quantify Love, You can't
Qualify Love, You can't
I need you by my side,
Without you, I can't
I am weak, false moves and petty tricks
They become me when i see you
I love you this I know
You Love the other, that I know too
Stand by you is what I'll do
for as long as i live, you will be a part of me

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

The air is clearer when you are alone...

Beginnings and endings, they come they go
what is romance one might ask, and to this extent I'll say
heartache and pain, pleasure and gain
We meet we part, we stop and we start
fogiveness and love never to tell apart

No one knows how i feel
and nobody ever will
never in a hundred million years

Sunday, October 25, 2009

I talked to your Dad now go pick a white dress...

Reunited as lovers once separated
Come back hither to me once again
You were like Juliet when i first saw you
Couldn't stand to stay away like the Romeo that I am
We crossed paths and said hellos
You loved something about me
And I loved your hair

We left each other at the request of father time
Til we meet again we said
knowing never will we cross paths ever again
10 years passed and we see each other
Never did we recognise the other

Still friends and never a reason to laugh or smile
All we ever did was stay the same
And never yet understood the change
We were meant to be once and yet never
We finally bade farewell to each other

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Tell me you want me
I know I do
Tell me you need me
I just can't live without you
You tell me to just say goodbye
I want to hold you for all time
Is it so hard but I don't know you at all

I know its me I'm kidding
I never knew you at all
I see you at the corner
And always from afar
Always in my dreams
Never in reality
Disillusioned I am
I would never know how to get to know you at all

Friday, August 14, 2009

I'm Drowning in My Sleep...

Goodbye to You
Goodbye to Everything
I'm holding in this world
And there is nothing more for me to say
I'm Letting Go Of You...

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Together We Cry

Hearts ablaze with storm and wit
Stirring emotions of truth and grit
Oceans apart was never the reason
You and I are just two separate seasons
Fly by my high the reasons behind
Intentions unseen are but dangers within
Splendid time to be brought down
Not by flesh nor by heart
Walk away, just walk away

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Kill Me, Kill Me, Kill Me Again

On these tear today I fall
Broken deeper and deeper again
I fail to see that u have gone
away and away from the end
I chase this life of you and me
I find it back where I used to be
Will you be there or stay away
I can't go back to this deep end......

Thursday, July 23, 2009

If You Don't Don't...

today still i play with you
you don't notice anything
a love that is frozen
silent you a silent love silent pleasant feelings
silent me a silent love silent scars

you the eighteen person don't notice me
softly you have confirmed me this frozen love
quiet you a quiet love i kill my quiet pleasant feelings
quiet me a quiet love a quiet

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

a silent heart a quiet heart cut in my heart
a silent heart a quiet heart even if you are going to play with my heart

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

since i noticed you
i just wanna be able to be by your side
i finally embraced you
i didn't know that it would be the last time

Monday, July 20, 2009

Septic Emotions

I have been to the ends of this place
Seen the values that people have shoved in my face
To be the Raw tension that seperates me and you
Can't you see that I have fallen from grace

You bring out the poison in me
The septic emotions that burst out in threes
You agitate the heart inside of me
Break my wings don't set me free

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Frustation Abounds

I need to calm down, I am not me
This is the time when one becomes none
The band of futility engulfs me
I am angry I agree
I cannot force it unto me
To be happy to be me
I need to scream and release the frustration
You betray me
You betray me
I blame you and I blame me
Somebody come rescue me
I am so alone

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