My Oh My.......

Hello again.... I just got posted to Personnel Admin section last week... Wow... made new friends and had a bit of fun... Still waiting to start working on Runway cycling... Now im just doing extra stuff like filing and typing random entries of information all day long... going nuts... hahaz....


I'm in love with a girl,
Everybody seems to know.
I'll sing it loud,
Sing it 'cos I'm feeling proud of love.
Oh yeah, this is love.

You take me away to another place,
You show me a way to a higher grace.
You take me away to another place,
I'm seeing it all with a happy face.

She can walk on the waves,
Crashing through my own desire.
Swing and sway,
Dance until my demons fly away.
This is love, this is love.

Take me away....

Cure My Tragedy

Halox... Haha... i had smth to put up here but I'm not sure if i want to... Weird... Nvm... I'm still waiting to see if I can push for my 8 to 5 faster... soon...
Im into old sch disco and mat rock songs this few days... hahaz....

Ask, and it shall be given you;
Seek, and ye shall find;
Knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

Matthew 7 : 7

Runaway Train

Helloo.... Long while... Hahaz... I thank God for helping me to speed up my downgrade process and also keep me at my original workplace.. Thank God... Now i can work 8 - 5 and serve God more... Whoopie hahaz.... Also sent in my Uni application again.. Had better work this time God willing...

We're Still Fighting It...

Back from work yesterday... Was kinda moody yesterday probably tired too... It comes together... Took a can of tiger classic and got slping at arnd 2 am... Wanted to ask Jeff out for supper but gave up cuz he had smth else after W nI... Had so much wanted to take a walk alone to seletar reservoir... That would really have been mad... Anyayz got up at 945 today... Never so early in awhile... Church today, time to go and see my boys and start preparing stuff for cell... Work tml, sigh....


Silence in a maddening crowd
Solitude in the face of a distant memory

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Happy...

Its been awhile... Very busy with lotsa stuff...mom is in australia right now and gonna be back on thursday... Valentines day was interesting, got invited to a picnic with Chui Li Evelyn and Joy along with Jeff and Chin at botanical gardens. Was fun but i was still kinda moody that day.. I think im gonna start hating this day where i see loving couples everywhere... Hahaz... While waiting for the girls i wrote a couple of stuff... I now have no idea if writing stuff makes me feel better or more depressed... I seriously reckon i'll go mad... Oh, Jeff got his driving license.. nice...

Sometimes BSB have the nicest most meaningful of songs....

Happy Lunar New Year......

Past weeks been a chore... Totally tired out by work and everything outside it... Having a headache as to what i'm gonna do with certain issues im facing right now... God grant me wisdom.. Grant Ian the brains to know wat it is he has to do. Let him see where the hell he is going if he continues like this. 4 years and not a single thing has changed. An investment gone wrong. Im kinda losing money on this.. The speculator would sell but im not a stock guy so i cant. Not so worried about the rest as i am about Ian.. bet he doesnt know. Thinks we are victimising him so be it. We'll see wat happens then....

Haiz.. Tired... very.. cant type straight... bye....

When a person turns to wrong, is it a want to be, belong?
Part of things at any cost, at what price a life is lost

At what point do we begin, fighter spirit a will to win
But what makes a man decide, take the wrong or righteous road

There's a thin line between love and hate
Wider divide that you can see between good and bad
There's a grey place between black and white
But everyone does have the right to choose the path that he takes

We all like to put the blame on society these days
But what kind of good or bad a new generation brings

Sometimes take just more than that to survive be good at heart
There is evil in some of us no matter what will never change

I will hope, my soul will fly, so i will live forever
Heart will die, my soul will fly, and i will live forever

Maybe Someday You Will Say Those Words To Me...

Today is my off day... Its gonna be a day of rest. Work's already a killer cant wait to be in sch again (if i ever get in). Never in my life am i gonna work shift work ever. My body is taking a lot of punishment and im just dead tired.. God lead me on to greater things. In You i will trust and i pray for strength to take cell and lead Your sheep. I just had a revelation after having a long talk with Jeff and Chin on saturday. Hahaz.. lets see wat happens in the next 2 years.. Anywayz im at home now and im gonna rest.


The following song is for Denise (that is if she still reads my blog) hahaz... I think u understand the song...

"Home"

I've got a little red bow
And I bought it for you'
Cause I know you're not fair
I don't get it, oh well

And you color my skin
And the colors don't blend'
Cause I'm gonna get you
And your little dog too

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home'
Cause I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate

There's no place like home
There's no place like home
Like home

I've, got a southern belle too
And ruby red shoes
With a body of straw
Are you sick of it all?

There's a man made of tin
With an oil can grin
And I'm gonna get you
And your little dog too

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home
And I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate

There's no place like home
There's no place like home
There's a little white porch
And you wanted it so
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road
In the black and the white
A technicolorful life
Can I stand by your side?
We can make it alright

Like home'

Cause I'm home
There's a little white porch
And you wanted it so
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road
In the black and the white
A technicolorful life
Then another arrived
It's a cowardly lion

What I want from this world
What I wanna resolve
When I want you to stay
So I wash you away
I don't wanna be bold
I don't wanna be cold
I don't wanna grow old
I don't wanna go home

Sucker For The Moment

I'm a sucker for the moment
When things start to fall in place
Everybody keeps in shape and face
Anticipating a never come
Wondering why it will never come

So won't you tell all your friends
I'll put a gun to your head not mine
Stabyou inside til the outside
Push you down across the floor
draging your guts as they dry

No, all this ain't wishing thinking
We'll never know til we try
The moment comes and i'm suckered
Fell for it hook line and sinker

Sucker for the moment

Next To Nothing

Beneath this wave
I just can't take your breath away
You cut me down
You know I'll always be around
So now I wait
I know you'll live another day
Come and take my breath away
Look me straight in the face

Cause you know it's over
Growin' colder
I need something
Leave me next to nothing
All we ever wanted
I need something
Leave me next to nothing
Next to nothing

I cut you down
I know you'll always be around
So now you'll wait
I know you'll live another day
Come and take my breath away
Look me straight in the face

Suckers For The Moment

Pitfalls against the Son of Man
Never did He once falter
Shouldn't we then as children of God
Follow in His footsteps and bear

We are the age of the fearless
Strong and bold, foolish as can be
We are His images
But we fal unlike Him

We are suckers for the moment
Selfish as can be
We forget that Jesus died for me
Not I, Myself, only me

Suckered at the hands of the tempter
Believing in everything for ourselves
We need nobody but ourselves now
Not even God

The sky cries more than i do these days....

Today's my off day. Was supposed to get my guitar but no.... i knew something would be up... Woke up saw the rain and knew that today i would not be collecting my guitar and true enough when i called Lily told me that she forgot to place the order for me... WOW... hahaz... spent the day at home and trying to get Jeff and Sam out for a little chat tonite... hahaz... i doubt that will happen too... I'm gonna continue my Fifa 06...

I turn my hopes up to the sky
I'd like to know before i die
Memories will slowly fade
I lift my eyes and say
Come on, take me away
Come on, take me away

Happie Birthday Phildia!!!!!

Im back again... Feeling kinda melancholic as usual... went with my brother to kinokuniya to get his Lit book. Keeps doing the weirdest of things with the book. I got a book that i wanted. Screwtape letters. Wanna start my brain again after it being dead for so long and see if it will help me get out of this creative rut. ok... gonna let my brother sleep in peace now...

If I could find you now things would get better,
We could leave this town and run forever,
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together,
Let your waves crash down and take me away........
Take me away,
I want you to.......

Wow... Its Been That Long....

And finally i have decided to come back and start blogging again. 2005 has finally passed. Many things have happened and i thank God i havent died yet. I'm still in the midst of reconstruction. my shell is not back up and running yet and therefore still susceptible to a breakdown every once in a while. I'm gonna try to see if i can create something from the cell and make it into something i can use to bond people closer together. I'm gonna see if the boys want it or not.

Im gonna try as much as possible to write and update this thing i have.. Hahaz...


Take me away, I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away, Maybe its much better with You
It is isnt it?
...................................

Written On 12th September I think....

How Many Roads Must A Man Walk Down?
To Find The Love and Know If Shes The One
My Head Is Filled With Questions
And No Answer To Anyone Of Them
Has Ever Brought Me A Single Iota Of Happiness
Except For One
The Answer Isnt Any Stupid Number
It Is Yes She Is The One
Undoubtedly, Unequivocally and Unabashedly Yes...
For One Second In My Whole Sad Little Blip Of Existence
I Felt Happy Because Of Her Existence
She Means The Whole World To Me
And I'm Not Willing To Let Her Go So Easily
And I Think I Might Have Blown It
With The One Person Who Really Gets To Me

For You? I think so....

This is what i gotta say not sure why
But i'm gonna say it anyway
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
So take this time to sit back
Admire yourself for who you are
And remember that someone thinks
You are the most beautiful person he has ever met....
Take my breath away....

How Many Roads Must a Man Walk Down?

Long time no blog... Lol... busy and lazy and wanting to use e com at the wrong time ie: when little brother is using to talk to his legions of female friends.... Serious...

I have been thinking alot and mostly come up with nothing but illusions and nonsense in my head... If i have anything i will post it up... I have one now anywayz...

Ciaoz....

Conflicted

I'm not sure wat to write or say cuz i am out of stuff to... At least i'm out of stuf that i can put here... Others i'm not really sure i want to put here though i really want to... I'm weird its alright...

currently listenly to doom metal and liking wat im listening... slow and heavy... Oh yeah...


Someone swears his true love until the end of time, but love runs away....

Monotony is settling in...

I'm feeling quite sian.. I'm feeling out of sorts lately too... looks like my groove just might be coming back... rite........


Anybody wants to go to the Festival Of Praise with me? I dont think i got anyone to go with... sad...

Its For The Best

It takes more time than I've ever had,
Drains the life from me,
Makes me want to forget,
As young as I was,
I felt older back then,
More disciplined,
Stronger and certain,
But I was scared to death of eternity,
I was saved by grace,
But destroyed by naivety,
And I lied to myself,
And said it was for the best,

And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
I've disregarded what I was,
Now that I'm older,
And I know much more than I did back then,
But the more I learn,
The more I can't understand,
And I've become content with this life that I lead,
Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything,
And I lie to myself,
And say it's for the best,

I'm moving forward,
But holding myself back,
And I'm waiting on something that will never come.

I'm moving forward,
But holding myself back,
And I'm waiting on something that will never come.

Happie Birthday Caron!!!!!

Today is a very special day, its my God-daughter's birthday and guess wat? I didnt know... I feel so so bad.. I'm so sorry Caron... I will make it up to u... Promise.. I jus got the note that u wrote me 2 weeks ago after the phone went dead.. I really hafta thank you so much for the prayers and encouragement you have given me for the past few months... I havent been the best of people lately but your encouragement was significant to me... I thank you from the bottom of my heart... Just call me whenever you have anything and i will try my best to be there.. No... i will be there for you...