Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Lonely

Words are wasted on those that do not understand
I try and i fail yet i climb and i try again
I forget this feeling that i have, is it called love?
I yearn to cure this stated that i am in
But i do not understand
This feeling that i seek i have lost and yet i want it found
I am sorry but i am so lonely
Yes I am so lonely
Who knows what i do behind those doors of mine
I shed tears that are invisible to everyone but myself
I forget who i am and still i will never forget who you are
Save me

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

The hardest part
This troubled heart
Has ever yet been through now

Was heal the scars
That got their start
Inside someone like you now

For had I known
Or I'd been shown
Back when how long it'd take me

To break the charms
That brought me harm
And all but would erase me

I never won
Or thought I could
No matter what you'd pay me

Replay the part
You stole my heart
I should have known you're crazy

If all I knew
Was that with you
I'd want someone to save me

It'd be enough
But just my luck
I fell in love and maybe

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better

So bittersweet
This tragedy
Won't ask for absolution

This melody
Inside of me
Still searches for solution

A twist of faith
A change of heart
Cures my infatuation

A broken heart
Provides the spark
For my determination

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better

I never wanted you to be so full of anger (anger)
I never wanted you to be somebody else
I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves
I only wanted you to see things for yourself

All that I wanted was

Now I know you better
Now we all know better
All that I wanted was


Na na na na
Na na na na
Na na na na
Na na na na
(cont. thru verse)

If I were you
I'd manage to
Avoid the invitation

Of promised love
That can't keep up
With your adoration

Just use your head
And in the end
You'll find your inspiration

To choose your steps
And won't regret
This kind of aggravation

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

No one ever told me when
I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better

Saturday, March 05, 2011

Family is but a word oft spoken carelessly

You can go and die
You can really go and die
Just die
I have no words to express
Just die
If i see your face I will kill you
Just die
You think u know what is genuine care?
Just Die
You don't even dare to use the word Love
Just Die
Expletives are wasted on you.........

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Wow.. I missed Christmas and the New Year... Haha...

I'm Left, She's Right, You're Wrong
The world revolves around the fake sort of gone
You and me were never meant to be,
Across the divide and beneath the sea
Forever lost with no one to blame
I'm on my knees but I'm not prayer
Weary is the wayward soul
but no rest for the wicked
That is the story of his tale
Unloved and unwanted by so many
Paid in kind by the disgustingly pretty
Apparition to the best of us
You belong without the rest of us
Die

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Use Somebody

Disappointment is sometimes hauntingly painful
So is the agony and affliction of loneliness in the soul
The spirit yearns for the very thing the will is preventing
The years go by and the days grow long
The search for belonging still goes on
Can you not understand?
Do you not realise?
We are all in this world with nothing real to ever hold onto
The only real thing we deny
And salvation is lost upon us all

Sunday, August 22, 2010


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