Tuesday, August 31, 2004

MJC 03A202 : Best Class and Individual Performance

Woah man... today was a great day for MJC 03 A202... We swept the judges off their feet with our retro performance to the song " Lets Twist Again" Hahaz... top 5 teams from the different concerts around sch was picked to perform in Soiree finals... We did good.... hahaz.... Ashiq the individual who bagged the Individual award is actually the Newpaper's creativity award thingy... And it is on Love Meridian Day today... hahaz... And the be yourself day for the president's challenge charity or smth.... hahaz... wateva it was we sure knew how to have a ball of a time... Kudos to everyone who helped in developing the moves dat won us the prizes.... Hahaz... wat a wonderful day..... Sch was long... from morning til 10:40 hahaz...
power larhz....

We are the Champions 03A202......


By Noraa

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Mixed Feelings

Well then... i love weekends... Gives me the most joy... Had a good time playing for God todae and merged with Felicia's cell to discuss upcoming bbq for sec 2s and christmas event.... Afterwards it was hectic.... Lunch at BK and rushing to clarke quay to practice at a jamming studio.... Apparently big room is equivalent to half the size of my room.... hahaz... was a good session deciding on the ending and emerging with a refined song... Cradle of Faith... This Faith in You O Lord.... The day was good but ended up being super tired out and had a long long nap....

Ever got the feeling of not knowing wat you want? hahaz... shall write something about that soon... It gets confusing after awhile... Everything gets illogical then we try to rationalise and make it logical and another thing comes up and mixes it all up again... Best way to curb this is to just not do anything and let everything come to you instead... Hahaz... Still trying that out but im not as patient as others.. hahaz... Maybe its cuz i just dont mind it any other way.... Interesting question when Jeff asked who i would choose Phoebe or Joanne... hahaz... i have no answer... Wonder why he asked me that too.... He asked after Friday worship practice when we were at 85 market with Chin for some supper and beer... I thank God for Jeff another person who enjoys a drink or 2 and just able to share whatever we have in our hearts...

What you gonna do when they come for you?

By Noraa

Friday, August 27, 2004

Love Is a Crowded Place - 1

Love is a crowded place

Love is a crowded place
But he is looking for space
Those caught in its snare are unaware
Oblivious that people are ever there
Looking on with such a longing
Filled with deep seeded hurt and regret
Remembering the days of such happiness never had but fantasized
In his fantasies he has found love
The joy of embracing her
He might never forget that moment
And in a glance he awakes
Broken and in tears
Remembering that it was nothing but a dream


To Be Continued...


By Noraa


Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Recession Woes

Noraa Chan hereby declares him/herself under a recession... After 2 quarters of budget deficit a country is declared to be suffering from recession and Noraa Chan is in the middle of the 4th quarter with no signs of easing of situation. Hoping for a better financial year next month ( one month = 1 year ) Hafta start balancing out and put back my reserves before i got nothing to fall on... Recession continues and Noraa Chan is gonna hafta mete out drastic measures....

By Noraa

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Accidentally In Love

Accidentally In Love



Accidentally in love

Another dream that would never come true
Ever since i saw you
I think it compliments my sorrow
For i can never have you
Even if i treasured you
Kill me kill me kill me again
With those eyes that immortalize you
With those lips a perfect smile
Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Farewell for i dare not set my eyes upon you
I might just be accidentally in love
I think i am...



You make me wanna Lala lalala.....


By Noraa

The Sins of Man

I guess im getting used to this thing...
Life is funny... It never seems to stop amazing me... How at one moment one can be so nice and the next like the devil... This shows how God plays a part in our lives... We need Him, His salvation and His Holiness for which without we are nothing but slabs of meat waiting for slaughter... People wonder wats in it to life and this i tell them; u are missing out on the glory of God and His everflowing mercy and grace... Im not some Holy person speaking this, i am a sinful man... i pray God will continually help me in this endeavour to be Holy like Him... Well people say we force our teachings on them... I will not deny that and i will even stick my neck out and say i advocate it... Why? Its because I serve the living God and His commands i obey... God wants us to proclaim of His Goodness to all mankind and im doing my job... Are you doing yours? I worry for my friends who will burn in hell... I pray they will see the light even if i do not witness it and i do not want to be questioned by my friend on judgement day why i have not preached... I have just that u didnt listen... My dear friends who do not like Christians... you know who u are... Pls take heed of my word... dont think life is out to get you... Think logically... God is here to save, not some black faced oran-utan monkey with a funny weapon at hand... No amount of burning of ur own money will help and taoists say everyone will end up in hell? hahaz... its true... Unless you repent and walk towards the one true God. The one who was who is and is to come... So my friends, pls do not outright reject Him... listen to what is the truth and decide then for God gave u the choice and pls dont say u would rather go to hell... Its not nice down there and you know it so please... may u just take a moment to reflect upon ur life and your future... What is there to lose?


By Noraa

Untitled til further notice

Untitled



One day someone will love her
But it will not be me
One day someone will cherish her
But it will not be me
One day someone will marry her
But it will not be me

I will just be looking on
Happy that she is happy
That she will have what i cannot give
Enjoy the bliss that is not meant for me
See the joy in her beautiful face
Never knowing that there exists a me

Only then will she truly be loved
Only then will she truly be loved...


By Noraa

Pieces Of Me

Woohoo....
Yeah finally got down to buying Ashlee Simpson's album Autobiography... not bad afterall.... Somehow i think its better than the yellowcard album... Sick todae so stayed home to study... Lol... Must study more now that prelims and all are coming... Sigh... Im still experiencing this sense of foreboding and tension and that something is seriously gonna happen just that im not sure what it is... Must pray... Be Holy for He is Holy... seriously working on that too... everyone has to not only me so if any one looks at me wierd remember he without sin may cast the first stone at me then... Went to CHC yesterdae with Caron Steffy Esmond and Caron's friend Ginny... Ginny is nice... hahaz... new friend i guess... I still have my misgivings about CHC and after listening to Hillsongs United... I dont really think they are that great... just think they are ok.... Treated the girls to Mos burger at Jurong Point... Hope they enjoyed it... I had a really enjoyable time with them... Hahaz... friends should hang out with each other all the time... more friends the better... after getting cooped up at home all day feeling sick and feeling sick of studying too i tried to call friends to come out with me for some fresh air but none was available... Sigh.... Wow... first time writing so much stuff... well gotta turn in soon tml's another day in school... gonna post smth i wrote in the next post... hahaz...

You Think You Know Me

By Noraa

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Carpe Diem

Carpe Diem


Carpe diem
Seize the day
Before your life is away
You wouldn't know what is to come
When you live your life like you have none
You don't need to sell your soul
You don't even need a heart of gold
Live your life and enjoy the sun
Or you will end it with a gun
Will you end up with a happy ending?
You won't know until you tried
Will you regret the choices you make?
You would have to face up its your mess
So seize the day while it lasts
Or you will regret once its past


By Noraa

What Am I Doing Here?

I think theres a genuine sense of loss somewhere inside me... A little difficult to describe... Trying to get into gear to study... Must tell God and ask him to remove this sense of loss and nothingness lolx... Heyz Aeroplane Girl and Caron.... i wrote a little smth for u two called 'Carpe Diem' I'll post it later... hahaz.... I have got many more writings about nth... hahaz... haf fun reading everything else...

Haf Fun and enjoy while u can b4 ur life is away

By Noraa

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

A long Tuesday to ponder....

Hello again
Came Home right after sch and couldnt nap even though i was tired... Took panadol from Emma and fell aslp during geog lect... sigh... Looking forward to tml going out with a few classmates for chicken i think... Some charity thingy... 10 bucks for one whole chicken cool... hahaz.. gonna hafta share it with Fauzan i cant remember why jus remember agreeing... Its a lazy afternoon... I think inspiration comes in the nite... Might add smth later... Ciaoz for now....


By Noraa

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Friday The 13th

Helloooooooo...
Its Friday woohoo.... weekend is near..... Had a nice day today finished sch at 1235... slacked at home cuz there was absolutely no one online... then had a dinner date with Dawn ( finally ) after sooo long... She hasnt realli changed one bit hahaz... same old her.... And now im slacking again at home.... hahaz... Im still in the mood to write stuff and hmmx... anybody enjoyed my writing? hahaz... rite.... like anybody reads it ( cept Sharif.... thnx )


When thou hast done, thou hast not done,
For, I have More.


By Noraa

Friday, August 13, 2004

Elegie of the Moon

Elegie Of The Moon


Under the starlit sky
I see the bright moonlight
I feel my heart yearning
This moon I now give you
Will you accept it?
Entwined in the moon
My love so deep
It has become what i cannot speak
I can only now dream of you
For the moon so beautiful
Will not stand the trials of time
It will fade away at the very end
But the beauty of you will remain in my memory
In the cycle of the never-ending
I’m still yearning for you



By Noraa

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Long Day

HaLoX...
Yes im back to blogging after a few days.... many things have happened in the past few days... Lol... Praise The Lord! Cradle Of Faith has written their first song... Its called Cradle of Faith and it rocks.... hahs....

Today = very long day... after sch had GP paper 2 test... after which went to eat sakae sushi with boon and studied at parkway BK until he finished work at Jack's place at 10 pm... phew... finished a few things i needed to do...

Lots of things on goin on in my head... Im not very sure wat to do though... Had inspiration o write lots of stuff... one of which seems completed... gonna put it down here....




I Cannot

I cannot say I love you so
I cannot say I need you too
I cannot stop thinking about you everyday
I cannot stop remembering the things I have to say
I cannot grasp this thought of mine
I cannot let this heart unwind
I cannot go on like this no more
I cannot take it anymore

I cannot forget the times
I cannot remember the days
I cannot get you out of my head
I cannot envision you being mine
I cannot plead for a change of fate
I cannot change this nature in me
I cannot....


Haf Fun


By Noraa

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

On The Brink

Im typing now the 5th try and hope this works...

Ok im too pissed to talk about my day... Something went up with the com and i couldnt publish my blog and lost all i had to write not once not twice but 4 times..... Argh!!!

Ok im seriously frustrated now... wanted to go out today to clear my thoughts but didnt go HMV eventually and landed up in bedok... I m afraid of going berserk if this series of lethargy and frustration doesnt go away... I do the unthinkable when i go mad.... Help....

Oh Please God Help Me....

All I've Got Is INSANE...

Im On The Brink Of Something Horrible,
Jus Wat It Is Im Not Too Sure,
But I Cant take it anymore...


By Noraa

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Elegie 1

Fetch from the glory of the past
The gift of brilliance once fawned
now it is gone
Never did i realise the significance
Never did i see the truth
Would i ever wake from this?
the earth without taste would be destroyed
garden of oblivion on toward

Darkness becomes of me
Redemption would not suffice
For it may just be over the horizon
beyond eternal reach
escape is futile against what is your nature
proud, jealous, evil and hedonistic

I am but a man.
Jealousy holds onto my heart
Nothing can be said of what is inside
an undesirable undecipherable box.
Box of things felt but not said
Emotions make me want to push my fingers into my...
eyes, its the only thing that looks at you
It transcends the outer and gets closer
To the truth it unfolds
The lies it will hold

We are but dust in the wind
Specks of this vast black diamond
beautiful and impure
Majesty and shamed
fathom nothing but nothing itself
truth is nowhere what it seems to be
Sad but true, yes it is
You may think i am done
No i am not done
For i have only just begun




Sunday, August 01, 2004

Tribute to the NFKs in this world

NFKs..... where do i start? NFK is a short for No Fear Kid... No i know wat u r thinking... nopez its not becuz these kids r fearless.... This NFKs r kids who are factory produced sec 1,2,3,4 kids who have geled centre parted hair with the macdonald M shape struting around like as if they own the world uttering mindless nonsense... Most IMPT of all... they wear stupid cheapo pasar malam 'No Fear' T-shirts.........

Yes dats why they r called NFKs These kids dun know the meaning of respect and think they r some big time gangster... Highly irritating... Play arcade and cheat... think they r great after living for onli 15 yrs...

I used to eat these kids for breakfast... now they jus irritate me still but the difference is... i dun do anything to them now... sad... but looking at the situation now i think i jus might explode one day.....


By Noraa

One Big Farce of society

Im blogging again... wow......

todae went to sch with my mom to collect report card... then went meet Gerald end up going to church and not playing initial D... dumb NFKs.... ( no fear kids ) dats for me to screw about another time... anywayz... went to church and played bass todae... after dat went sonic fest... not dat bad... bought 2 t-shirts cuz didnt haf enuff to buy 3....
Sigh... talked to Alvin about my problems bout my mom wantign to go COOS and her views on BBTC...

I AGREE with my mom dat the church is a disappointment... yes u heard me... BBTC is a selfish church unwilling to help ppl as did Jesus commanded us to do... Wat do i do God? Selfish rich bums who r unwilling to help ppl in need and bring salvation to the lost... God send ur revival... pls let them turn from their sinful ways... Wat? u want me to do smth? hahaz... God wants me to speak out against ppl who r EVIL in BBTC... im going to get RID of the EVIL in BBTC... im going to save the church from ruin or God will ruin it himself.... YES i could be talking about ur moms and dads... I could be talking about ppl in high places... i dont really care... so sue me... i will name names if i have to... I will not leave the church to die a death... Even if i have to storm the stage to make my point i will.... God the Almighty who was, is and is to come... I will not be moved... THE EVIL SHALL PERISH AND THE TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL
So I've decided... Nobody cares anywayz...


Let me Enlighten you...
This Is the Way i Pray....

By Noraa

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