Im crazy.... For you.....

No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I’m here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm you and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I’m here, with you and beside you
To guard you and to guide you

Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You’re safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you

Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you

I am one sick person

My love for you is never-ending
Its what keeps me going on
Hoping one day you will be mine
To love and treasure and share my mind
I could say lots of things
But to lie here under you is the only thing i want to do right now
To lie here under you, in your arms
and yours in mine as we watch ourselves grow old
Share the scars of our hidden past
Lock them up and throw them away
I dont care what they are,
I just want you
I hope you will love me the same way i feel for you now
I dont care for the others that are after you too
because i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now...
Lots of things i want to say to you but i really dont know how.....


By Aaron

Come as you are

Come as you are
Come as you were
Come as what you will be
I dont really care

You were the one
You are the one
And you will still be the one
If you dont get what i mean....


By Aaron

Tekong

This might not be the best but hmmx... I dunno..... haiz.........


And so i left for greener pastures
Just an island away from you
I had to endure the toughest hours
All the while i was thinking of you
The nights i spend are lonely
And all i have is a picture of you
How i wish you were right here with me
But then again, never would i want you to suffer with me too
So until you decide to accept me
I will not stop thinking about you
And so this i pledge to you
My love for you is true


By Aaron

First Book Out was nice

I had time in Tekong to write stuff... hahaz... anywayz... its great to touch the com after being in the army... gonna touch it more soon i hope... Just came back from watching The Phantom Of The Opera and it is a very good show... I feel for the phantom... i understand how he feels.... I also agree with Kurt who also happens to be my section and bunkmate in army after 2 yrs as friends in MJC.... Women often think what they have now is 2nd best and they can do much better... Given a choice it is seen that Christine in the movie and story chose the handsome Raoul instead of the poor phantom because it has always been about looks havent it? hahaz... im gonna post more stuf in a few minutes... bye....


By Aaron

Given To The Army.....

In just about 8 hrs time i will be on Tekong and embarking upon the new phase of my life... The Army... I sure hope this will give me an opportunity to sort things out... Pen down some things if possible... I wont be blogging until Christmas i guess... I'm leaving with mixed feelings...


Bus stop...

You know i told you i had things i wanted to do but didnt... I wanted to just grab you and hold you close to me, hug you never let go and whisper in your ear " I Love You "
I am a gutless coward, all i did was stand there like a fool and mutter the 3 words that i had wanted to tell you every chance i got...
I am gonna miss you so so much... I appreciate the letter and im gonna bring it into Tekong with me and look at the pictures of you whenever the going gets tough and i will miss you all over again... Im sick... then again... I'm in love with You....


This is Aaron/Noraa signing off and not returning until further notice....
Goodbye

By Aaron/ Noraa

I have no idea why im still up at 4.58 am....

Looking back to when we first met
I still don't understand what had came over me
I knew it had to be you
Beyond my wildest dreams and parental objections
I still tried my best to get to know you
I enjoyed the moments and could not forget it was you

Pals thought i was nuts and desperate
No, I saw you for the things that they could not
Slowly i waited and dreamt of a beautiful world only of us
Sure it would happen in the near future
How foolish i was then not to realise the err in my judgement
I stopped talking but my heart didnt stop loving;
my mind did not stop thinking of you

Moving on seemed like an illusion i was trying to pursue
But like a bird in the cage, i was trapped in
After the re-ignition of fire when i met you once again
The realisation of what i had been looking for
It was most definitely you

I was for the first time feeling upbeat about my life
I was so thankful and happy that nothing could bring me down
I often looked at you in amazement and admiration
Dreaming of you in my arms were a mainstead
Never needed to fight for a space in the head
This dream might never come true
For a dream is only but a fleeting moment of feelings in this dumb little head

Nothing can compare to what you mean to me
Nothing in this world is worth the trouble, the wait and the risk
I was willing to give you all and still am
For what lifts me up are not the angels in the sky
Nor the beauty of the natural world
But the thought of you in all the little precious moments we had together


This is for you little frog...




By Aaron