Crazy Little Thing Called Love

I dreamt of you today
I dreamt that you were getting married
I was in a monkey suit
Tears streamed down my face
Happy Sad would be the right thing to say

I took a picture with a dimly bright smile
Sang the prayers with big hearted cheer
I dreamt in that dream
We were together
We were getting married

I am disillusioned
Disillusioned and heartbroken
In tears i scream out your name
In pain i writhe in agony
In anguish i weep........

Sunkissed Flame

So far into the daylight
I remember the day
When we were young
Gentle in the wind
Quick in the sand
Cold, Obsolete
Broken and utterly destroyed
So far away
So far away

Charlie

Cure me of this sickness deep down inside
I am no more myself now and 10 years ago
Shaken to the bone when i was told
So many questions left unanswered

Tonight tonight i set my pain aside
Stretch out my hand and pull you in
Justify all my misgivings and pain
Bring you the feeling of faith and dispair

So pull me out tonight
Or i will pull you in
My world is shrinking and breaking
My weariness growing thin
I need you here tonight

Fade Out

I don't want to give my heart out
I just dont want to waste my time
Forget about those broken feelings
This little heart of mine

I just want to fade out of the picture
Remain plain out of sight
Nobody understands this feeling
I hide deep down inside

Bring out all my memories
Burn the ones of you
Walk back into the future
Walk away from you

Life dont get me nowhere
We'll all die someday
Bring me to the end
Will I be free one day?

Misery neverending
Misery so sad to see
Symphony all around thee
Despair forever I will be

Fade out in time
Disappear into oblivion
Looking through the glass
Watching time pass

It feels like forever
The life of lost love
Sorrowful cries
Numbness of the soul

Only Time Will Tell

Sometimes it gets lonely down here
Alone in the blue, in the midst of the alien cold
The view of your back
The trailing scent of you I miss
Obviously you dont see
I am trying to be

What its like to be alone when you're down
What its like when you want to scream out loud
What its like when you got nobody to hold
What its like to be so alone.

I am Deprived of the Little Things in life

Corrupt the embrace that warms me
Cold hard floors I slowly take liberties with
Exercise my right to disillusion
Begin my quest to fill my soul beyond
Conscious conscience is wearing thin
People irritate me
People refuse me
People HATE me
Stranger in a strange land i will be
Forever.

Cry My Lungs Out Spilling Blood Unto The Floor Of Oblivion

Flowing from the veins out into the open
The creation of dreams crushed in an instant
Hopes for a lifetime of love gone
Reasoning the blame on himself
Pushing away any semblance of rational thought
Crying for hope to become reality
Seeing things that are not always there
Jealousy kills the soul
Blatant longings heartfelt and broken
I loved and died the day you said goodbye...

Too Long... Too Long...

Its been so hard to describe
The neverending facts of life
The death of an oncoming dream
The birth of something without not within
Sensing the right from wrong
But indifference sets in
Nobody cares whats is the truth
I am I what are u not for me to decide
We are in the dumps you know it
The signs are eminent
Men die...

Spider Lillies

Have heart my dear, we are bound to be afraid
Even if its for a few days.
Creating a ripple in the splash of high waters
Effecting a change in the heart of mine
Maybe the thoughts of you have lingered on
Wake up heed the call, even if u cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside u here.

As if caring for you isn't enough, i have to contend with myself and one other
This head can only have one, you.
Placing the focus away, i have met a few.
Those three words, blind my thoughts, not enough
Fly by and burst through, why dont you
Imagination runs wild, attracted to the wild lillies around
Enough to burst into life a fire.

Filled with oft lonely thoughts, wild runnings and chasing dreams
Darkness and running all around
Lost inside my dreams but never lost in love
I've got wires all around me, going in and crawling out of my skin
Tears are making tracks down my face and yours
Got to get this through and clear of you
Hope is reflecting your eyes

You'll be alright my dear, i see it in your eyes
Confusion, sadness and cares of the world
Running down corridors and automatic doors
I'll get to you one day, I'll see this life through
Looking at the situation now.
You would never know
I miss you, but its different now

I am attracted to you and you
I'll find you somewhere in my mind
Show you how much i care.
Bring out this dream and seek the jealousy in me
One day leave behind my everything and feel winter's embrace
The bittersweet embrace of the one love I'll never have
Yours.

I confuse people, but dont be
I make people think, please dont
Enjoy it and leave it as that
I am not that hard to crack am I?

Sadly you took my smile away...

Everytime i think of you, i cannot help but feel a bout of blue
Saying maybe this what if that, hoping for fruition of something mutual
Cross referenced with the touch of an angel i falter
Promised to have and to hold, i am losing grip of you
Whoever said crushes won't ever last long?
The dumbfounded romance of the self upon individual
Feeling you when u are near, or have i got it all wrong?
Mustering the courage of a lion or even a Samuel
Not mattering and leaving it be, something will happen but it will not be me
Flutters the heart a mighty dance, maybe i really got it all wrong
Let the heart lead me on, questing for the one that is true to heart
The wait for the arrival of the fabled kiss of life
Lift the open hand and patiently determine if this is the one
Fall in step and bring about the night of uninhibited freedom

Find your Natural High

Sometimes it takes only that one thought to blot out what has been done
The need to resuscitate the once broken breathless insecurities
Contradiction of a melevolent account, can you read my mind?

Work Work....

Its been so so long since i last said something. My birthday has passed.. Im 21 now.. Sch has been interesting weird and busy. Life has suddenly become so busy. Joined Knightsfall jamming our way to an album.. hahaz.. Tired out as it is and waiting for something easier to come by.. Woohoo...

Praise and All Glory Be to God forever and ever Amen!!

Praise God!!! Hahaz... I passed my Traffice Police Test today!! Praise God.. Thank God for He really pulled me through the test. Today onwards Aaron/Noraa Chan is an official biker riding A Bajaj Pulsar.. Woohoo...

I Have Had Enough Of Being Played Out by People...

I have brought you,
that our passions may fuse and merge -
in your mind you've already succumbed to me
dropped all defences completely succumbed to me -
now you are here with me: no second thoughts,
you've decided, decided ...

Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played till now are at an end ...
Past all thought of "if" or "when" -
no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend ...

What raging fire shall flood the soul?
What rich desire unlocks its door?
What sweet seduction lies before us ...?

Past the point of no return,
the final threshold - what warm, unspoken secrets will we learn?
Beyond the point of no return ...

You have brought me to that moment where words run dry,
to that moment where speech disappears into silence,
silence ...

I have come here, hardly knowing
the reason why ...
In my mind,
I've already imagined our bodies entwining
defenceless and silent - and now I am here with you: no second thoughts,

I've decided, decided ...

Past the point of no return -
no going back now:
our passion-play has now, at last, begun ...
Past all thought of right or wrong -
one final question: how long should we two wait, before we're one ...?

When will the blood begin to race the sleeping bud burst into bloom?
When will the flames, at last, consume us ...?
Past the point of no return the final threshold -
the bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn ...
We've passed the point of no return ...

Nearing The Beginning...

Woohoo... Been a very hectic month after CNY.. So busy so many things to do. Yay.. getting my riding license soon. TP coming up as soon as possible.. I have decided to go SIM study Bachelor of Arts Communication. Must admit in being a tad disappointed for not ever going to attend NUS or NTU and experieincing the campus life of Singapore. I must say it sometimes is very hurting when friends start talking about going on to doing stuff in NUS and NTU and sharing mutual experiences. Sad but true. I am never ever going to go in.

Nice Guys Finish Last and Lonely.. So what's New?

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,


Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.


Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be


Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.


To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Sooner Or Later...

Crushes hurt.
They hurt more when you know its not a crush anymore
The thought of spurned love
The thought of loneliness
The idea of never finding anybody else that can make you feel that peculiar joy
The one that lifts your spirits the way nothing else can
Something that time will never repair
A wound never to be closed
Everybody knows how its like
Non as much as the one that is in this plight
In tears run dry
We cannot deny
Sorrow

Help Me

Lord, Help me walk
Another mile, just one more mile;
I'm tired of walkin' all alone.

Lord, Help me smile
Another smile, just one more smile;
You know I just can't make it on my own.

I never thought I needed help before;
I thought that I could get by - by myself.
Now I know I just can't take it any more.
With a humble heart, on bended knee,
I'm beggin' You, please, Help Me.

Come down from Your golden
And throne to me, to lowly me;
I need to feel the touch of Your tender hand.

Remove the chains of darkness
Let me see, Lord let me see;
Just where I fit into your master plan.

I never thought I needed help before;
I thought that I could get by - by myself.
Now I know I just can't take it any more.
With a humble heart, on bended knee,
I'm beggin' You, please, Help Me.

God's Gonna Cut You Down

You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler,
The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news
My head's been wet with the midnight dew
I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee
He spoke to me in the voice so sweet
I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet
He called my name and my heart stood still
When he said, "John go do My will!"

Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler,
The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down

You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Well you may throw your rock and hide your hand
Workin' in the dark against your fellow man
But as sure as God made black and white
What's done in the dark will be brought to the light

You can run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Run on for a long time
Sooner or later God'll cut you down
Sooner or later God'll cut you down

Go tell that long tongue liar
Go and tell that midnight rider
Tell the rambler,
The gambler,
The back biter
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down
Tell 'em that God's gonna cut you down

Work Work....

Over the hills and far away
No mind can fathom what i have to say
The realisation that i have a partner
Makes me want to stop and ponder
Quite a handful of new people i know
Wish it would have been easier though
There is really no escape from this
Bashing through with a sweet sweet kiss
Been newly crowned as a saltshaker
Not really something i would have bothered
Wishing you were somehow here again
Never ever would my days be plain
I feel weird and lousy
Bye

Raining Again....

Sleepless Nights Spent Endlessly Thinking And Pondering
Cannont Really be Understood The Reasons Why I Do
But I do
Still Thinking About You, Refusing To Do Anything
I'm Done Doing Something, Nothing Satisfies Me
Beyond The Brink Of Consciousness I Dream
Aware Of The Consequence I Face
I Love You But I Can't Face You and I Cannot Be With You
Unworthy Of The Slightest Hope, Death Is A Quick Remedy
Its Not My Time. Not Til I Find You Again
I Need You. The Warmth The Strength The Heart The Love
Burns.
The Nights I Spend Thinking Of You And What Might Have Been
Such A Painful Memory I Want to Erase
Writing Is A Sin And I Lost My Muse
Cry, I Want To But It Never Came Back To Me
Not Since You Left Me
Forever

Happy New Year

ARH... Happy New Year.
The new year is here... haiz... New year.. yay... Happy New Year All... Please enjoy. Dont do stupid things.. Hahaz...