Spider Lillies

Have heart my dear, we are bound to be afraid
Even if its for a few days.
Creating a ripple in the splash of high waters
Effecting a change in the heart of mine
Maybe the thoughts of you have lingered on
Wake up heed the call, even if u cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside u here.

As if caring for you isn't enough, i have to contend with myself and one other
This head can only have one, you.
Placing the focus away, i have met a few.
Those three words, blind my thoughts, not enough
Fly by and burst through, why dont you
Imagination runs wild, attracted to the wild lillies around
Enough to burst into life a fire.

Filled with oft lonely thoughts, wild runnings and chasing dreams
Darkness and running all around
Lost inside my dreams but never lost in love
I've got wires all around me, going in and crawling out of my skin
Tears are making tracks down my face and yours
Got to get this through and clear of you
Hope is reflecting your eyes

You'll be alright my dear, i see it in your eyes
Confusion, sadness and cares of the world
Running down corridors and automatic doors
I'll get to you one day, I'll see this life through
Looking at the situation now.
You would never know
I miss you, but its different now

I am attracted to you and you
I'll find you somewhere in my mind
Show you how much i care.
Bring out this dream and seek the jealousy in me
One day leave behind my everything and feel winter's embrace
The bittersweet embrace of the one love I'll never have
Yours.

I confuse people, but dont be
I make people think, please dont
Enjoy it and leave it as that
I am not that hard to crack am I?

Sadly you took my smile away...

Everytime i think of you, i cannot help but feel a bout of blue
Saying maybe this what if that, hoping for fruition of something mutual
Cross referenced with the touch of an angel i falter
Promised to have and to hold, i am losing grip of you
Whoever said crushes won't ever last long?
The dumbfounded romance of the self upon individual
Feeling you when u are near, or have i got it all wrong?
Mustering the courage of a lion or even a Samuel
Not mattering and leaving it be, something will happen but it will not be me
Flutters the heart a mighty dance, maybe i really got it all wrong
Let the heart lead me on, questing for the one that is true to heart
The wait for the arrival of the fabled kiss of life
Lift the open hand and patiently determine if this is the one
Fall in step and bring about the night of uninhibited freedom