Only You.....

Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been starsup in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you.......


All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you....


If only you knew....



No, a lifetime is not too long to live as FRIENDS



By Aaron

Un-named and un-branded

The Un-named feeling takes me away
Away from all this little thoughts and dreams
Despair from the loss of a battle
Cannot describe the emotions running
Many things his has fought against
Never has he met one such as this
Undefeated he was until now
Half of a broken man even he cannot
Be compared to; Death he wishes upon himself
Wishes for a deus ex machina upon the situation
FAT HOPE FAT CHANCE AND FAT IS HIMSELF
He cannot let himself unwind
Barbaric were his old ways so blessed and true
Its time to bring back the times of the past
He can crush kill and destroy
Ressurection may not be easy
So is redemption but no ones complaining
Warrior class he ever tries to be
Never ever will he even try now
Even if he says so
Oh please say it ain't so
Madness overwhelms the man
Short of killing him just torturing it says
The un-named feeling just wants to keep him this way
The very same un-named feeling He wants to take him away
Prays for agony upon himself now just to bring about destruction and pain
He just wants some people to know it ain't only about your pain
When my pain is my pain and yours is too, so is the fact that i am without you
PAIN PAIN PAIN
Stuck in this place of eternal pain
Physical how he wishes were so
Mind and heart the only thing that hurts him so
He cannot take this anymore....




By Noraa

Life Goes On.......... Eventually.....

So sinful the love that cannot be forgotten
He brings out the lamp that should have been broken
Cannot deny the fact that he has loved and lost
They condemn him down to the depths of his thoughts
Alone and heartbroken he cries inside
Although he loves her he just wants to hide
Explicit his thoughts ever about loving her more
All of them are broken never to be seen anymore
So tired the man he dwells in his shadow
Gets into people to try and forget himself

Silently the mind plays with him,
TOYS and TORTURES and brings to the SLAUGHTER
Contrary to the mind is but a subset
He brings in the notion that there is no other
Satisfied with his own desires never too be seen again
NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN

Blasted out are the deep regions of brain matter
He cannot think clearly anymore
He does not want to think anymore
Forget the lonely chatter
Ain't got time for the thoughts in his head
Mindless numbing will come soon enough
Needless to say it does not suffice
Endless frustration his only device

The finale is near or so it seems
As he moves on into another dream
Of trees and green and everything extreme
NO IT HAS NOT...
The end will not come
Torture will ensue and the life of what is will be lengthened and screwed
There can be no end to this misery
He sees no end to this comedy
Comedy fit for the Gods
Triumvirate of laughers
Laughing at the reality of this tragedy
Adds the needed touch to destroy a man
Already so broken and down he can never get back up again
The END....







Or is it?










By Aaron

The Show is over.....

It is no longer funny anymore.... Lets just stop this comedy shall we?
You cannot do this to me all the time and laugh at it... It has already ceased to be funny.... Are you listening? I know you are listening to everything i have to say and i know you are laughing your heady off.... Just laugh i have got nothing to say no more... I cant fight you so too bad on my part... Mybe you can retire me now and just send me to hell, i have had enough here and im so very tired... You say to tell you when we are tired and you will give rest... Nows a good time pal, send me to hell....



Noraa might have been dead now and refuses to be resurrected anymore than He/She will want because Aaron is all but a bloody bum deserving of only death...



By Aaron

Maybe Its Just Me....

Maybe i should just row the boat away from shore and burn the oars
This day is one realli realli indescribable day of my entire life.... 26th Nov 2004....

It just keeps going and going and going

As are over...... I dun think i am happy as yet.... i may have made a boo boo in my usual late nite on com... not good news... lets see wats to come then..... haiz.... I seriously think God is a very humorous one..... He likes to watch the comedy thats called my life... I think im the comedy channel.....


By Noraa

Here I Go Again

Here is the song i wrote in 8 mins....


Here I Go Again


The want for a faith so strong no one can stand
The use of a tune so brave in fate that none can understand
The need to worship the Father Son and Holy Ghost
Brings me to my knees...

Here I go again, here in praise and worship
Here I go again, lifting up my hands to you
Here I go again, humbled by the grace and mercy you given me
Here I go again, awed by the Glory of the Lord

The feel of the love of the Father
The need for the grace of the son
The yearning for another second chance
Brings me closer to you.....



By Noraa

Exams are almost over... In 4 hrs

I wrote 3 poems and 3/4 of a song... Shall put the poems here first... maybe the song later....



Thinking of You


I think of you every single moment of my life
Ever since i have met you i am caught in your snare
I have so much to say
Maybe today will be the day
I pour my heart out to you...




Til The Day I Die


Even though all my dreams will crumble down
Even though you break apart i fall apart
I will build this bridge to get to you, til i'm through
Til the day i die...



Nothing to stop me


The full exploration of the heart cannot be fathomed
It is the rules of engagement that confines my heartache
It is the regulations that i will break
It is for my resolute stand that i would die just to keep loving you...




By Noraa

The Un-named Feeling

Wed is finally the end.... I can breathe a sigh of relief and carry on with life... I got so much to say but i cant... Im at a loss.... There is onli one way to remedy this... I hafta do it soon after the As are over and im hoping for the best... I cannot imagine what will be if the images in my pessimistic head comes to reality... but hopefully it will be a day dat i become free from this melancholy that im experiencing... Happy? more like sad to me.... Maybe army being this early is actually a good thing...



Heyz i miss you so much....
This much i can say for now....



And The Un-named Feeling
Takes Me away



By Noraa

And The Lonely Barbarian Rides Onward Into Hell

The Lonely Barbarian Rides Onward Into Hell



Among The Valleys Of The Mountain Forge
There Are The Thousands Of Mighty Men
The Grandeur Of A Figure Appears
Remains At The Peak To Stand


He Looks Down Upon These Men
He Cannot Shed Those Tears
For He Is The Pillar Of The Battle
Riding Into Hell


His Sacrifice Bold And Mighty
Saves Fifteen Thousand Men
To Fight Another Day They Cried
Truly Unbeknownst To Them


The Warrior Or Barbarian
Whatever You May Call
Rides Onward Into The Darkness
Without The Knowledge Of Them All


Slowly He Picks Up Speed
And Gains The Courage Too
He Rides On Into The West
Riding Onward Into Hell


Riding On Into The End
He Knows He Won't Make It Out Alive
He Just Prepares For The Fight That Is To Come
He Wields Tight Onto His Sword
He Braves On For The Cause
And Rides Onwards Heading Into Hell.....






By Noraa

All Purpose Pound Cake

Glorified Difference?

Em C

Em C
Why is it that the sky is still so dark and grey
Em C
Why does it seem like there’s no other way
Em C
Why are u still so far away
Em C G F Am
The breaking silence casts us all to the bleak unknown
Em C
Just in time for the coming of Him alone


Em G F Em

Em C
How is it that the world is not what it seems
Em C
How is it that the great men cant stamp their authority
Em C
How can they not see the great lie of hypocrisy
Em C G F Am
Its time to end this nonsense bring us all up in to heaven
Em C
It time for us to make the ultimate difference


Em
So won’t you come into this present
G
Just in time to save us all
F
It’s kind of familiar
Em
I know that you won’t appear


People ask why is it that you don’t come at all
They want to see the evidence of your existence
These people are too blind to see your creations
The glorious beginning stories all told are proof enough for us to believe
And we know you bide your time and we will wait for you



It’s the glorified difference
Its time to give our lives
To the ultimate one
Who gave the sacrifice
I cannot forget the day
I cannot forget the time
When you came down and died
To help redeem our lives




By Noraa

Smile For I am Gonna Be A Road Sweeper

Road Sweeping is fun.... Im so gonna learn how... Working as one in near future...
Heyz... dun be so angry.... Its gets me sad to see u so angry.... Relax k.....
And so i wrote a song... It will be in the next post....


Story of my Victorious life abundant
Gloriously full of blissful ignorance
The time to kill is near



By Noraa

Popular Culture Is SATANIC

Today the man with no qualification is gonna be touching on the subject which will ruffle many feathers of the Christian flock... Be it the Old or the young... but i dont really care...

Yes indeed popular culture is satanic.. It is so because we are told not to conform to the ways of this world, which makes it popular culture for this is the culture of the world. Im gonna talk about music, pop music to be exact... Yes it is satanic... all the stupid little boybands girls freaks and lillte black men trying to be cool... hahaz... u r all satanic.... I shall now explain... Its not onli because we are told not to conform, but also because these little people talk us into believing everything is oh so fine with society and that we can enjoy life to its max... Hahaz... wrong... Hey AV1611 people please listen up!!! Rock and Metal are not the same... And they are not satanic!!! Pop is!!! Get that... Through the likes of britney spears, j lo and many others we are told we can get married to someone we dont love and just divorce when we want to... how fun... Through the little black people and the little chinese black wannabes... They are trying to look act and feel cool... Wow.... U wanna be cool? Try believing in God, now thats cool... Pop has shown that people wanna get rich faster and better and willing to die for it... Now aint that just fine and dandy... So cool rite... Wrong...

Rock and metal are not satanic, music is what you make of it... AV1611 claims rock has satanic roots and so does metal because they are one and the same... how wrong they are... Rock did not start with the bloody satanic beetles...( lol ) It started with whosoever decided to give the guitar a drum beat... now that is rock... A tune that is based on the drum and carried by the guitar... It is never associated much with pop and popular culture until now.. The bloody fools such as busted and simple plan think they are so cool with their brand of fake rock and punk... Go home... nobody wants you.. I'm now starting to dislike rock even....

Now on to the subject close to my heart, heavy metal... Hey AV1611... Get your facts right... once again metal is not started by anyone but rather a whole group of people wanting to move away from the genre that is know as BLUES... Yes... simple as that... you may think ozzy osbourne created metal with black sabbath... oh how shallow can you people get... Honestly speaking, back to the thing about popular culture... It is a form of conformity to the view that everything is fine... Well, metal wakes you up... Yes there are people who use metal and play all sorts of satanic music i agree... These people are condemned i guess... Sold their souls to the devil... well, other genres have their own satanic people, pop in the 80s had KISS which is also rock... hahaz... see why im starting to dislike it? lol... I'm talking about the genre in general now Metal was written to show the flaws of this world... People write songs which even make so much sense, in proper english too... People like metallica, iron maiden, iced earth... they dont write songs just to please the public.... They write songs to show the world how bad we realli are... from this we can all see the wicked ways of man and turn therefore to God... Ok... i think im done ranting and raving... I still have more to say just that i dont feel like it alredi.... kkx... Im gone...

By Noraa

By Noraa

And Hell Freezes Over

Hmmx.... I am having a hard time trying to study.... This is normal... I think i am going to fail hahaz..... oops... maybe all my talk of bible college diploma may turn out to be true after all... This is truly sad... hahaz... Lets make the normal become supernormal or maybe ultranormal even... God give me wonderkid brains to study everything and remember for the exams just so i can forget it again the next day... This i pray and ask...


I'm down with a case of missing you
Its onli cure is to get to see you
In my dreams i see you
I am there holding you close to me


By Noraa

My Friend Watches Over Me

I had a friend many years ago
Who was killed by His own children
The saddest time for mankind
For weeks and weeks i cried
Even with the anger and tears
I've felt Him beside me all these years
I know He is always there for me
Helping me through hard times


I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel it once again
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me


I had my dreams He had His too
I called Him friend brother and savior too
I lived reckless, He paid the price
But why did he have to die?
It hurts me to feel this way
But i know He had to die
He died for the sake of us
The ones who know no light


I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel Him once again
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend Jesus is watching over me

Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me

Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me



By Noraa