Do You Know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone who is in a rush to throw you away?

Greatly missed and truly hated
I have become what i most despise
I miss what i was love what i have become
And am the opposite of what is
Blending truth and lies
Suffocating soon in this silence
What have i become?
The tragedy of the century
Sweetest compulsion to echo my pain
Bringing out the hollows of my inner being
I am empty.

Full moon sways gently in the niight of one fine day

Loneliness

I cannot stand loneliness
I am so full of loneliness
It drags you down
It tears you apart
Especially when u see memories of the past
Heart aching feeling sad
Memories will never be better then they were
They were bad, sad and full of pain
Physical pain is bearable
Heartache is pure torture