5/01/05 10.32 pm

It is night and i am alone
In the midst of the crowded bunk
Lights out has been called and its time to sleep
But i am here restless and awake
I tried to call but to no avail
Number busy was all I could see

Lying down on my bed with my phone beside me
I stay awake with the fragile hope that you might call me
Tell me how your day was, I want to know
Tell me all your troubles and your feelings, I want to know

It has already been 2 days since i heard the sweet sound that is your voice
I am starting to ponder if you are alright
I am getting worried that something might be wrong
Its been 45 minutes since i sent you a message
And this might just become another sleepless night

...

If only i could here your voice right now
Oh how it would just ease my troubled mind
Wish I could hold you just one time
If only I could see you right now
Just to thrill this little heart of mine
Wish I could read you just one time

So here's a rhyme for the lonely one
Maybe he will feel better inside
No one knows how pathetic he feels
To be so alone, sad and alone
Thinking about the days gone by
And his heart is too broken to cry

The day will come when everything's alright
We will run away and never say goodbye
We will share the joy falling in love can bring
And no one can tell us we are to young to know
Oh how much I love you so...

Anything

I will be there Always waiting
Waiting for you
To let me inside
Where your fire burns
In a city of angels
Just like a river rushing straight into the sea
I'm the one thing meant for you and you for me

Whatever you want
Whatever you need
Whatever it takes, I'll do anything

And as you sleep
Eyes to the window
I'm watching you dream
Well are you dreaming of me?
So why can't you see
You're all that matters
You know if this earth should crack
I'll be your solid ground
I will be there to catch you when you fall down

If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees
Whatever it takes,
I'll do anything

I'd take the stars right out of the sky for you
I'd end the world give you the sun, the moon
For all of time, forever loving you

Whatever you need
Whatever it takes,
I'll do anything
If I have to crawl
Get down on my knees
Whatever it takes,
I'll do anything

Back to Tekong...

spent time writeing stuff but i dun have time to put it down here right now so im just gonna put one only....



Outspoken is the mind that brings out thoughts
Trapped underneath the mass that is nothing
Knowing of the fullness of His Grace
It is never enough for his race
Proper conduct expected from him
Just deserts is deserved of him
Unchained thoughts of the one that breaks him
Provoking the negativities bursting through the seams
Knowing full well of His and his intentions
So similar yet so distant and inconsistant
Doubting his ability to Love like Him
Just wanting to be able to love
Yet he tries and hopes and prays to Him
Hoping He will one day grant His Grace to the one undeserving him
Yearning to see how the story goes

New Year has come and gone.....

Its been a year gone... Didnt really affect me at all... Cant seem to sense wateva everyone else is sensing... Im feeling very unbalanced now... Haha... army is boring and tough on the mind for me... Its ok i still love my country... Im feeling moodless... dun see the need to be happy...


The un-named feeling, takes me away

Take me away....