Maybe Someday You Will Say Those Words To Me...

Today is my off day... Its gonna be a day of rest. Work's already a killer cant wait to be in sch again (if i ever get in). Never in my life am i gonna work shift work ever. My body is taking a lot of punishment and im just dead tired.. God lead me on to greater things. In You i will trust and i pray for strength to take cell and lead Your sheep. I just had a revelation after having a long talk with Jeff and Chin on saturday. Hahaz.. lets see wat happens in the next 2 years.. Anywayz im at home now and im gonna rest.


The following song is for Denise (that is if she still reads my blog) hahaz... I think u understand the song...

"Home"

I've got a little red bow
And I bought it for you'
Cause I know you're not fair
I don't get it, oh well

And you color my skin
And the colors don't blend'
Cause I'm gonna get you
And your little dog too

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home'
Cause I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate

There's no place like home
There's no place like home
Like home

I've, got a southern belle too
And ruby red shoes
With a body of straw
Are you sick of it all?

There's a man made of tin
With an oil can grin
And I'm gonna get you
And your little dog too

There's a yellow brick road
That we follow back home
And I know you can't wait
Your belligerent hate

There's no place like home
There's no place like home
There's a little white porch
And you wanted it so
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road
In the black and the white
A technicolorful life
Can I stand by your side?
We can make it alright

Like home'

Cause I'm home
There's a little white porch
And you wanted it so
Can you let me go down
To the end of the road
In the black and the white
A technicolorful life
Then another arrived
It's a cowardly lion

What I want from this world
What I wanna resolve
When I want you to stay
So I wash you away
I don't wanna be bold
I don't wanna be cold
I don't wanna grow old
I don't wanna go home

Sucker For The Moment

I'm a sucker for the moment
When things start to fall in place
Everybody keeps in shape and face
Anticipating a never come
Wondering why it will never come

So won't you tell all your friends
I'll put a gun to your head not mine
Stabyou inside til the outside
Push you down across the floor
draging your guts as they dry

No, all this ain't wishing thinking
We'll never know til we try
The moment comes and i'm suckered
Fell for it hook line and sinker

Sucker for the moment

Next To Nothing

Beneath this wave
I just can't take your breath away
You cut me down
You know I'll always be around
So now I wait
I know you'll live another day
Come and take my breath away
Look me straight in the face

Cause you know it's over
Growin' colder
I need something
Leave me next to nothing
All we ever wanted
I need something
Leave me next to nothing
Next to nothing

I cut you down
I know you'll always be around
So now you'll wait
I know you'll live another day
Come and take my breath away
Look me straight in the face

Suckers For The Moment

Pitfalls against the Son of Man
Never did He once falter
Shouldn't we then as children of God
Follow in His footsteps and bear

We are the age of the fearless
Strong and bold, foolish as can be
We are His images
But we fal unlike Him

We are suckers for the moment
Selfish as can be
We forget that Jesus died for me
Not I, Myself, only me

Suckered at the hands of the tempter
Believing in everything for ourselves
We need nobody but ourselves now
Not even God

The sky cries more than i do these days....

Today's my off day. Was supposed to get my guitar but no.... i knew something would be up... Woke up saw the rain and knew that today i would not be collecting my guitar and true enough when i called Lily told me that she forgot to place the order for me... WOW... hahaz... spent the day at home and trying to get Jeff and Sam out for a little chat tonite... hahaz... i doubt that will happen too... I'm gonna continue my Fifa 06...

I turn my hopes up to the sky
I'd like to know before i die
Memories will slowly fade
I lift my eyes and say
Come on, take me away
Come on, take me away

Happie Birthday Phildia!!!!!

Im back again... Feeling kinda melancholic as usual... went with my brother to kinokuniya to get his Lit book. Keeps doing the weirdest of things with the book. I got a book that i wanted. Screwtape letters. Wanna start my brain again after it being dead for so long and see if it will help me get out of this creative rut. ok... gonna let my brother sleep in peace now...

If I could find you now things would get better,
We could leave this town and run forever,
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together,
Let your waves crash down and take me away........
Take me away,
I want you to.......

Wow... Its Been That Long....

And finally i have decided to come back and start blogging again. 2005 has finally passed. Many things have happened and i thank God i havent died yet. I'm still in the midst of reconstruction. my shell is not back up and running yet and therefore still susceptible to a breakdown every once in a while. I'm gonna try to see if i can create something from the cell and make it into something i can use to bond people closer together. I'm gonna see if the boys want it or not.

Im gonna try as much as possible to write and update this thing i have.. Hahaz...


Take me away, I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away, Maybe its much better with You
It is isnt it?
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