Kill Me, Kill Me, Kill Me Again

On these tear today I fall
Broken deeper and deeper again
I fail to see that u have gone
away and away from the end
I chase this life of you and me
I find it back where I used to be
Will you be there or stay away
I can't go back to this deep end......

If You Don't Don't...

today still i play with you
you don't notice anything
a love that is frozen
silent you a silent love silent pleasant feelings
silent me a silent love silent scars

you the eighteen person don't notice me
softly you have confirmed me this frozen love
quiet you a quiet love i kill my quiet pleasant feelings
quiet me a quiet love a quiet

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

a silent heart a quiet heart cut in my heart
a silent heart a quiet heart even if you are going to play with my heart

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

since i noticed you
i just wanna be able to be by your side
i finally embraced you
i didn't know that it would be the last time

Septic Emotions

I have been to the ends of this place
Seen the values that people have shoved in my face
To be the Raw tension that seperates me and you
Can't you see that I have fallen from grace

You bring out the poison in me
The septic emotions that burst out in threes
You agitate the heart inside of me
Break my wings don't set me free

Frustation Abounds

I need to calm down, I am not me
This is the time when one becomes none
The band of futility engulfs me
I am angry I agree
I cannot force it unto me
To be happy to be me
I need to scream and release the frustration
You betray me
You betray me
I blame you and I blame me
Somebody come rescue me
I am so alone

I Want Nobody But You.....

An inexplicable calm against the chill of the forgotten suspense
A big intent of silence
A feeling of nothingness under the skin
It crawls again deep within
feeling loss and bringing hope
This is going to be provoked
Selfish desires in the midst of us
Who am I to say who's first
This day I enjoy will be no more
Tomorrow will bring me grief somemore
Seeing the difference in stature and height
I cannot do anything I would like.
Withhold
Secrets....
Inside