No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I’m here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm you and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I’m here, with you and beside you
To guard you and to guide you
Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You’re safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you
Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I am one sick person
My love for you is never-ending
Its what keeps me going on
Hoping one day you will be mine
To love and treasure and share my mind
I could say lots of things
But to lie here under you is the only thing i want to do right now
To lie here under you, in your arms
and yours in mine as we watch ourselves grow old
Share the scars of our hidden past
Lock them up and throw them away
I dont care what they are,
I just want you
I hope you will love me the same way i feel for you now
I dont care for the others that are after you too
because i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now...
Lots of things i want to say to you but i really dont know how.....
By Aaron
Its what keeps me going on
Hoping one day you will be mine
To love and treasure and share my mind
I could say lots of things
But to lie here under you is the only thing i want to do right now
To lie here under you, in your arms
and yours in mine as we watch ourselves grow old
Share the scars of our hidden past
Lock them up and throw them away
I dont care what they are,
I just want you
I hope you will love me the same way i feel for you now
I dont care for the others that are after you too
because i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you now...
Lots of things i want to say to you but i really dont know how.....
By Aaron
Come as you are
Come as you are
Come as you were
Come as what you will be
I dont really care
You were the one
You are the one
And you will still be the one
If you dont get what i mean....
By Aaron
Come as you were
Come as what you will be
I dont really care
You were the one
You are the one
And you will still be the one
If you dont get what i mean....
By Aaron
Tekong
This might not be the best but hmmx... I dunno..... haiz.........
And so i left for greener pastures
Just an island away from you
I had to endure the toughest hours
All the while i was thinking of you
The nights i spend are lonely
And all i have is a picture of you
How i wish you were right here with me
But then again, never would i want you to suffer with me too
So until you decide to accept me
I will not stop thinking about you
And so this i pledge to you
My love for you is true
By Aaron
And so i left for greener pastures
Just an island away from you
I had to endure the toughest hours
All the while i was thinking of you
The nights i spend are lonely
And all i have is a picture of you
How i wish you were right here with me
But then again, never would i want you to suffer with me too
So until you decide to accept me
I will not stop thinking about you
And so this i pledge to you
My love for you is true
By Aaron
First Book Out was nice
I had time in Tekong to write stuff... hahaz... anywayz... its great to touch the com after being in the army... gonna touch it more soon i hope... Just came back from watching The Phantom Of The Opera and it is a very good show... I feel for the phantom... i understand how he feels.... I also agree with Kurt who also happens to be my section and bunkmate in army after 2 yrs as friends in MJC.... Women often think what they have now is 2nd best and they can do much better... Given a choice it is seen that Christine in the movie and story chose the handsome Raoul instead of the poor phantom because it has always been about looks havent it? hahaz... im gonna post more stuf in a few minutes... bye....
By Aaron
By Aaron
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Given To The Army.....
In just about 8 hrs time i will be on Tekong and embarking upon the new phase of my life... The Army... I sure hope this will give me an opportunity to sort things out... Pen down some things if possible... I wont be blogging until Christmas i guess... I'm leaving with mixed feelings...
Bus stop...
You know i told you i had things i wanted to do but didnt... I wanted to just grab you and hold you close to me, hug you never let go and whisper in your ear " I Love You "
I am a gutless coward, all i did was stand there like a fool and mutter the 3 words that i had wanted to tell you every chance i got...
I am gonna miss you so so much... I appreciate the letter and im gonna bring it into Tekong with me and look at the pictures of you whenever the going gets tough and i will miss you all over again... Im sick... then again... I'm in love with You....
This is Aaron/Noraa signing off and not returning until further notice....
Goodbye
By Aaron/ Noraa
Bus stop...
You know i told you i had things i wanted to do but didnt... I wanted to just grab you and hold you close to me, hug you never let go and whisper in your ear " I Love You "
I am a gutless coward, all i did was stand there like a fool and mutter the 3 words that i had wanted to tell you every chance i got...
I am gonna miss you so so much... I appreciate the letter and im gonna bring it into Tekong with me and look at the pictures of you whenever the going gets tough and i will miss you all over again... Im sick... then again... I'm in love with You....
This is Aaron/Noraa signing off and not returning until further notice....
Goodbye
By Aaron/ Noraa
Thursday, December 02, 2004
I have no idea why im still up at 4.58 am....
Looking back to when we first met
I still don't understand what had came over me
I knew it had to be you
Beyond my wildest dreams and parental objections
I still tried my best to get to know you
I enjoyed the moments and could not forget it was you
Pals thought i was nuts and desperate
No, I saw you for the things that they could not
Slowly i waited and dreamt of a beautiful world only of us
Sure it would happen in the near future
How foolish i was then not to realise the err in my judgement
I stopped talking but my heart didnt stop loving;
my mind did not stop thinking of you
Moving on seemed like an illusion i was trying to pursue
But like a bird in the cage, i was trapped in
After the re-ignition of fire when i met you once again
The realisation of what i had been looking for
It was most definitely you
I was for the first time feeling upbeat about my life
I was so thankful and happy that nothing could bring me down
I often looked at you in amazement and admiration
Dreaming of you in my arms were a mainstead
Never needed to fight for a space in the head
This dream might never come true
For a dream is only but a fleeting moment of feelings in this dumb little head
Nothing can compare to what you mean to me
Nothing in this world is worth the trouble, the wait and the risk
I was willing to give you all and still am
For what lifts me up are not the angels in the sky
Nor the beauty of the natural world
But the thought of you in all the little precious moments we had together
This is for you little frog...
By Aaron
I still don't understand what had came over me
I knew it had to be you
Beyond my wildest dreams and parental objections
I still tried my best to get to know you
I enjoyed the moments and could not forget it was you
Pals thought i was nuts and desperate
No, I saw you for the things that they could not
Slowly i waited and dreamt of a beautiful world only of us
Sure it would happen in the near future
How foolish i was then not to realise the err in my judgement
I stopped talking but my heart didnt stop loving;
my mind did not stop thinking of you
Moving on seemed like an illusion i was trying to pursue
But like a bird in the cage, i was trapped in
After the re-ignition of fire when i met you once again
The realisation of what i had been looking for
It was most definitely you
I was for the first time feeling upbeat about my life
I was so thankful and happy that nothing could bring me down
I often looked at you in amazement and admiration
Dreaming of you in my arms were a mainstead
Never needed to fight for a space in the head
This dream might never come true
For a dream is only but a fleeting moment of feelings in this dumb little head
Nothing can compare to what you mean to me
Nothing in this world is worth the trouble, the wait and the risk
I was willing to give you all and still am
For what lifts me up are not the angels in the sky
Nor the beauty of the natural world
But the thought of you in all the little precious moments we had together
This is for you little frog...
By Aaron
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Only You.....
Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been starsup in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you.......
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you....
If only you knew....
No, a lifetime is not too long to live as FRIENDS
By Aaron
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been starsup in the heavens
I've been in love with you
I am in love with you.......
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
All I ever knew
Only you....
If only you knew....
No, a lifetime is not too long to live as FRIENDS
By Aaron
Un-named and un-branded
The Un-named feeling takes me away
Away from all this little thoughts and dreams
Despair from the loss of a battle
Cannot describe the emotions running
Many things his has fought against
Never has he met one such as this
Undefeated he was until now
Half of a broken man even he cannot
Be compared to; Death he wishes upon himself
Wishes for a deus ex machina upon the situation
FAT HOPE FAT CHANCE AND FAT IS HIMSELF
He cannot let himself unwind
Barbaric were his old ways so blessed and true
Its time to bring back the times of the past
He can crush kill and destroy
Ressurection may not be easy
So is redemption but no ones complaining
Warrior class he ever tries to be
Never ever will he even try now
Even if he says so
Oh please say it ain't so
Madness overwhelms the man
Short of killing him just torturing it says
The un-named feeling just wants to keep him this way
The very same un-named feeling He wants to take him away
Prays for agony upon himself now just to bring about destruction and pain
He just wants some people to know it ain't only about your pain
When my pain is my pain and yours is too, so is the fact that i am without you
PAIN PAIN PAIN
Stuck in this place of eternal pain
Physical how he wishes were so
Mind and heart the only thing that hurts him so
He cannot take this anymore....
By Noraa
Away from all this little thoughts and dreams
Despair from the loss of a battle
Cannot describe the emotions running
Many things his has fought against
Never has he met one such as this
Undefeated he was until now
Half of a broken man even he cannot
Be compared to; Death he wishes upon himself
Wishes for a deus ex machina upon the situation
FAT HOPE FAT CHANCE AND FAT IS HIMSELF
He cannot let himself unwind
Barbaric were his old ways so blessed and true
Its time to bring back the times of the past
He can crush kill and destroy
Ressurection may not be easy
So is redemption but no ones complaining
Warrior class he ever tries to be
Never ever will he even try now
Even if he says so
Oh please say it ain't so
Madness overwhelms the man
Short of killing him just torturing it says
The un-named feeling just wants to keep him this way
The very same un-named feeling He wants to take him away
Prays for agony upon himself now just to bring about destruction and pain
He just wants some people to know it ain't only about your pain
When my pain is my pain and yours is too, so is the fact that i am without you
PAIN PAIN PAIN
Stuck in this place of eternal pain
Physical how he wishes were so
Mind and heart the only thing that hurts him so
He cannot take this anymore....
By Noraa
Life Goes On.......... Eventually.....
So sinful the love that cannot be forgotten
He brings out the lamp that should have been broken
Cannot deny the fact that he has loved and lost
They condemn him down to the depths of his thoughts
Alone and heartbroken he cries inside
Although he loves her he just wants to hide
Explicit his thoughts ever about loving her more
All of them are broken never to be seen anymore
So tired the man he dwells in his shadow
Gets into people to try and forget himself
Silently the mind plays with him,
TOYS and TORTURES and brings to the SLAUGHTER
Contrary to the mind is but a subset
He brings in the notion that there is no other
Satisfied with his own desires never too be seen again
NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN
Blasted out are the deep regions of brain matter
He cannot think clearly anymore
He does not want to think anymore
Forget the lonely chatter
Ain't got time for the thoughts in his head
Mindless numbing will come soon enough
Needless to say it does not suffice
Endless frustration his only device
The finale is near or so it seems
As he moves on into another dream
Of trees and green and everything extreme
NO IT HAS NOT...
The end will not come
Torture will ensue and the life of what is will be lengthened and screwed
There can be no end to this misery
He sees no end to this comedy
Comedy fit for the Gods
Triumvirate of laughers
Laughing at the reality of this tragedy
Adds the needed touch to destroy a man
Already so broken and down he can never get back up again
The END....
Or is it?
By Aaron
Saturday, November 27, 2004
The Show is over.....
It is no longer funny anymore.... Lets just stop this comedy shall we?
You cannot do this to me all the time and laugh at it... It has already ceased to be funny.... Are you listening? I know you are listening to everything i have to say and i know you are laughing your heady off.... Just laugh i have got nothing to say no more... I cant fight you so too bad on my part... Mybe you can retire me now and just send me to hell, i have had enough here and im so very tired... You say to tell you when we are tired and you will give rest... Nows a good time pal, send me to hell....
Noraa might have been dead now and refuses to be resurrected anymore than He/She will want because Aaron is all but a bloody bum deserving of only death...
By Aaron
You cannot do this to me all the time and laugh at it... It has already ceased to be funny.... Are you listening? I know you are listening to everything i have to say and i know you are laughing your heady off.... Just laugh i have got nothing to say no more... I cant fight you so too bad on my part... Mybe you can retire me now and just send me to hell, i have had enough here and im so very tired... You say to tell you when we are tired and you will give rest... Nows a good time pal, send me to hell....
Noraa might have been dead now and refuses to be resurrected anymore than He/She will want because Aaron is all but a bloody bum deserving of only death...
By Aaron
Maybe Its Just Me....
Maybe i should just row the boat away from shore and burn the oars
This day is one realli realli indescribable day of my entire life.... 26th Nov 2004....
This day is one realli realli indescribable day of my entire life.... 26th Nov 2004....
Thursday, November 25, 2004
It just keeps going and going and going
As are over...... I dun think i am happy as yet.... i may have made a boo boo in my usual late nite on com... not good news... lets see wats to come then..... haiz.... I seriously think God is a very humorous one..... He likes to watch the comedy thats called my life... I think im the comedy channel.....
By Noraa
By Noraa
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Here I Go Again
Here is the song i wrote in 8 mins....
Here I Go Again
The want for a faith so strong no one can stand
The use of a tune so brave in fate that none can understand
The need to worship the Father Son and Holy Ghost
Brings me to my knees...
Here I go again, here in praise and worship
Here I go again, lifting up my hands to you
Here I go again, humbled by the grace and mercy you given me
Here I go again, awed by the Glory of the Lord
The feel of the love of the Father
The need for the grace of the son
The yearning for another second chance
Brings me closer to you.....
By Noraa
Here I Go Again
The want for a faith so strong no one can stand
The use of a tune so brave in fate that none can understand
The need to worship the Father Son and Holy Ghost
Brings me to my knees...
Here I go again, here in praise and worship
Here I go again, lifting up my hands to you
Here I go again, humbled by the grace and mercy you given me
Here I go again, awed by the Glory of the Lord
The feel of the love of the Father
The need for the grace of the son
The yearning for another second chance
Brings me closer to you.....
By Noraa
Exams are almost over... In 4 hrs
I wrote 3 poems and 3/4 of a song... Shall put the poems here first... maybe the song later....
Thinking of You
I think of you every single moment of my life
Ever since i have met you i am caught in your snare
I have so much to say
Maybe today will be the day
I pour my heart out to you...
Til The Day I Die
Even though all my dreams will crumble down
Even though you break apart i fall apart
I will build this bridge to get to you, til i'm through
Til the day i die...
Nothing to stop me
The full exploration of the heart cannot be fathomed
It is the rules of engagement that confines my heartache
It is the regulations that i will break
It is for my resolute stand that i would die just to keep loving you...
By Noraa
Thinking of You
I think of you every single moment of my life
Ever since i have met you i am caught in your snare
I have so much to say
Maybe today will be the day
I pour my heart out to you...
Til The Day I Die
Even though all my dreams will crumble down
Even though you break apart i fall apart
I will build this bridge to get to you, til i'm through
Til the day i die...
Nothing to stop me
The full exploration of the heart cannot be fathomed
It is the rules of engagement that confines my heartache
It is the regulations that i will break
It is for my resolute stand that i would die just to keep loving you...
By Noraa
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
The Un-named Feeling
Wed is finally the end.... I can breathe a sigh of relief and carry on with life... I got so much to say but i cant... Im at a loss.... There is onli one way to remedy this... I hafta do it soon after the As are over and im hoping for the best... I cannot imagine what will be if the images in my pessimistic head comes to reality... but hopefully it will be a day dat i become free from this melancholy that im experiencing... Happy? more like sad to me.... Maybe army being this early is actually a good thing...
Heyz i miss you so much....
This much i can say for now....
And The Un-named Feeling
Takes Me away
By Noraa
Heyz i miss you so much....
This much i can say for now....
And The Un-named Feeling
Takes Me away
By Noraa
Saturday, November 20, 2004
And The Lonely Barbarian Rides Onward Into Hell
The Lonely Barbarian Rides Onward Into Hell
Among The Valleys Of The Mountain Forge
There Are The Thousands Of Mighty Men
The Grandeur Of A Figure Appears
Remains At The Peak To Stand
He Looks Down Upon These Men
He Cannot Shed Those Tears
For He Is The Pillar Of The Battle
Riding Into Hell
His Sacrifice Bold And Mighty
Saves Fifteen Thousand Men
To Fight Another Day They Cried
Truly Unbeknownst To Them
The Warrior Or Barbarian
Whatever You May Call
Rides Onward Into The Darkness
Without The Knowledge Of Them All
Slowly He Picks Up Speed
And Gains The Courage Too
He Rides On Into The West
Riding Onward Into Hell
Riding On Into The End
He Knows He Won't Make It Out Alive
He Just Prepares For The Fight That Is To Come
He Wields Tight Onto His Sword
He Braves On For The Cause
And Rides Onwards Heading Into Hell.....
By Noraa
Among The Valleys Of The Mountain Forge
There Are The Thousands Of Mighty Men
The Grandeur Of A Figure Appears
Remains At The Peak To Stand
He Looks Down Upon These Men
He Cannot Shed Those Tears
For He Is The Pillar Of The Battle
Riding Into Hell
His Sacrifice Bold And Mighty
Saves Fifteen Thousand Men
To Fight Another Day They Cried
Truly Unbeknownst To Them
The Warrior Or Barbarian
Whatever You May Call
Rides Onward Into The Darkness
Without The Knowledge Of Them All
Slowly He Picks Up Speed
And Gains The Courage Too
He Rides On Into The West
Riding Onward Into Hell
Riding On Into The End
He Knows He Won't Make It Out Alive
He Just Prepares For The Fight That Is To Come
He Wields Tight Onto His Sword
He Braves On For The Cause
And Rides Onwards Heading Into Hell.....
By Noraa
Thursday, November 18, 2004
All Purpose Pound Cake
Glorified Difference?
Em C
Em C
Why is it that the sky is still so dark and grey
Em C
Why does it seem like there’s no other way
Em C
Why are u still so far away
Em C G F Am
The breaking silence casts us all to the bleak unknown
Em C
Just in time for the coming of Him alone
Em G F Em
Em C
How is it that the world is not what it seems
Em C
How is it that the great men cant stamp their authority
Em C
How can they not see the great lie of hypocrisy
Em C G F Am
Its time to end this nonsense bring us all up in to heaven
Em C
It time for us to make the ultimate difference
Em
So won’t you come into this present
G
Just in time to save us all
F
It’s kind of familiar
Em
I know that you won’t appear
People ask why is it that you don’t come at all
They want to see the evidence of your existence
These people are too blind to see your creations
The glorious beginning stories all told are proof enough for us to believe
And we know you bide your time and we will wait for you
It’s the glorified difference
Its time to give our lives
To the ultimate one
Who gave the sacrifice
I cannot forget the day
I cannot forget the time
When you came down and died
To help redeem our lives
By Noraa
Em C
Em C
Why is it that the sky is still so dark and grey
Em C
Why does it seem like there’s no other way
Em C
Why are u still so far away
Em C G F Am
The breaking silence casts us all to the bleak unknown
Em C
Just in time for the coming of Him alone
Em G F Em
Em C
How is it that the world is not what it seems
Em C
How is it that the great men cant stamp their authority
Em C
How can they not see the great lie of hypocrisy
Em C G F Am
Its time to end this nonsense bring us all up in to heaven
Em C
It time for us to make the ultimate difference
Em
So won’t you come into this present
G
Just in time to save us all
F
It’s kind of familiar
Em
I know that you won’t appear
People ask why is it that you don’t come at all
They want to see the evidence of your existence
These people are too blind to see your creations
The glorious beginning stories all told are proof enough for us to believe
And we know you bide your time and we will wait for you
It’s the glorified difference
Its time to give our lives
To the ultimate one
Who gave the sacrifice
I cannot forget the day
I cannot forget the time
When you came down and died
To help redeem our lives
By Noraa
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Smile For I am Gonna Be A Road Sweeper
Road Sweeping is fun.... Im so gonna learn how... Working as one in near future...
Heyz... dun be so angry.... Its gets me sad to see u so angry.... Relax k.....
And so i wrote a song... It will be in the next post....
Story of my Victorious life abundant
Gloriously full of blissful ignorance
The time to kill is near
By Noraa
Heyz... dun be so angry.... Its gets me sad to see u so angry.... Relax k.....
And so i wrote a song... It will be in the next post....
Story of my Victorious life abundant
Gloriously full of blissful ignorance
The time to kill is near
By Noraa
Friday, November 12, 2004
Popular Culture Is SATANIC
Today the man with no qualification is gonna be touching on the subject which will ruffle many feathers of the Christian flock... Be it the Old or the young... but i dont really care...
Yes indeed popular culture is satanic.. It is so because we are told not to conform to the ways of this world, which makes it popular culture for this is the culture of the world. Im gonna talk about music, pop music to be exact... Yes it is satanic... all the stupid little boybands girls freaks and lillte black men trying to be cool... hahaz... u r all satanic.... I shall now explain... Its not onli because we are told not to conform, but also because these little people talk us into believing everything is oh so fine with society and that we can enjoy life to its max... Hahaz... wrong... Hey AV1611 people please listen up!!! Rock and Metal are not the same... And they are not satanic!!! Pop is!!! Get that... Through the likes of britney spears, j lo and many others we are told we can get married to someone we dont love and just divorce when we want to... how fun... Through the little black people and the little chinese black wannabes... They are trying to look act and feel cool... Wow.... U wanna be cool? Try believing in God, now thats cool... Pop has shown that people wanna get rich faster and better and willing to die for it... Now aint that just fine and dandy... So cool rite... Wrong...
Rock and metal are not satanic, music is what you make of it... AV1611 claims rock has satanic roots and so does metal because they are one and the same... how wrong they are... Rock did not start with the bloody satanic beetles...( lol ) It started with whosoever decided to give the guitar a drum beat... now that is rock... A tune that is based on the drum and carried by the guitar... It is never associated much with pop and popular culture until now.. The bloody fools such as busted and simple plan think they are so cool with their brand of fake rock and punk... Go home... nobody wants you.. I'm now starting to dislike rock even....
Now on to the subject close to my heart, heavy metal... Hey AV1611... Get your facts right... once again metal is not started by anyone but rather a whole group of people wanting to move away from the genre that is know as BLUES... Yes... simple as that... you may think ozzy osbourne created metal with black sabbath... oh how shallow can you people get... Honestly speaking, back to the thing about popular culture... It is a form of conformity to the view that everything is fine... Well, metal wakes you up... Yes there are people who use metal and play all sorts of satanic music i agree... These people are condemned i guess... Sold their souls to the devil... well, other genres have their own satanic people, pop in the 80s had KISS which is also rock... hahaz... see why im starting to dislike it? lol... I'm talking about the genre in general now Metal was written to show the flaws of this world... People write songs which even make so much sense, in proper english too... People like metallica, iron maiden, iced earth... they dont write songs just to please the public.... They write songs to show the world how bad we realli are... from this we can all see the wicked ways of man and turn therefore to God... Ok... i think im done ranting and raving... I still have more to say just that i dont feel like it alredi.... kkx... Im gone...
By Noraa
By Noraa
Yes indeed popular culture is satanic.. It is so because we are told not to conform to the ways of this world, which makes it popular culture for this is the culture of the world. Im gonna talk about music, pop music to be exact... Yes it is satanic... all the stupid little boybands girls freaks and lillte black men trying to be cool... hahaz... u r all satanic.... I shall now explain... Its not onli because we are told not to conform, but also because these little people talk us into believing everything is oh so fine with society and that we can enjoy life to its max... Hahaz... wrong... Hey AV1611 people please listen up!!! Rock and Metal are not the same... And they are not satanic!!! Pop is!!! Get that... Through the likes of britney spears, j lo and many others we are told we can get married to someone we dont love and just divorce when we want to... how fun... Through the little black people and the little chinese black wannabes... They are trying to look act and feel cool... Wow.... U wanna be cool? Try believing in God, now thats cool... Pop has shown that people wanna get rich faster and better and willing to die for it... Now aint that just fine and dandy... So cool rite... Wrong...
Rock and metal are not satanic, music is what you make of it... AV1611 claims rock has satanic roots and so does metal because they are one and the same... how wrong they are... Rock did not start with the bloody satanic beetles...( lol ) It started with whosoever decided to give the guitar a drum beat... now that is rock... A tune that is based on the drum and carried by the guitar... It is never associated much with pop and popular culture until now.. The bloody fools such as busted and simple plan think they are so cool with their brand of fake rock and punk... Go home... nobody wants you.. I'm now starting to dislike rock even....
Now on to the subject close to my heart, heavy metal... Hey AV1611... Get your facts right... once again metal is not started by anyone but rather a whole group of people wanting to move away from the genre that is know as BLUES... Yes... simple as that... you may think ozzy osbourne created metal with black sabbath... oh how shallow can you people get... Honestly speaking, back to the thing about popular culture... It is a form of conformity to the view that everything is fine... Well, metal wakes you up... Yes there are people who use metal and play all sorts of satanic music i agree... These people are condemned i guess... Sold their souls to the devil... well, other genres have their own satanic people, pop in the 80s had KISS which is also rock... hahaz... see why im starting to dislike it? lol... I'm talking about the genre in general now Metal was written to show the flaws of this world... People write songs which even make so much sense, in proper english too... People like metallica, iron maiden, iced earth... they dont write songs just to please the public.... They write songs to show the world how bad we realli are... from this we can all see the wicked ways of man and turn therefore to God... Ok... i think im done ranting and raving... I still have more to say just that i dont feel like it alredi.... kkx... Im gone...
By Noraa
By Noraa
And Hell Freezes Over
Hmmx.... I am having a hard time trying to study.... This is normal... I think i am going to fail hahaz..... oops... maybe all my talk of bible college diploma may turn out to be true after all... This is truly sad... hahaz... Lets make the normal become supernormal or maybe ultranormal even... God give me wonderkid brains to study everything and remember for the exams just so i can forget it again the next day... This i pray and ask...
I'm down with a case of missing you
Its onli cure is to get to see you
In my dreams i see you
I am there holding you close to me
By Noraa
I'm down with a case of missing you
Its onli cure is to get to see you
In my dreams i see you
I am there holding you close to me
By Noraa
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
My Friend Watches Over Me
I had a friend many years ago
Who was killed by His own children
The saddest time for mankind
For weeks and weeks i cried
Even with the anger and tears
I've felt Him beside me all these years
I know He is always there for me
Helping me through hard times
I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel it once again
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I had my dreams He had His too
I called Him friend brother and savior too
I lived reckless, He paid the price
But why did he have to die?
It hurts me to feel this way
But i know He had to die
He died for the sake of us
The ones who know no light
I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel Him once again
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend Jesus is watching over me
Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me
Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me
By Noraa
Who was killed by His own children
The saddest time for mankind
For weeks and weeks i cried
Even with the anger and tears
I've felt Him beside me all these years
I know He is always there for me
Helping me through hard times
I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel it once again
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I had my dreams He had His too
I called Him friend brother and savior too
I lived reckless, He paid the price
But why did he have to die?
It hurts me to feel this way
But i know He had to die
He died for the sake of us
The ones who know no light
I can feel Him once again
Its coming over me
His spirit flows through my veins
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend is watching over me
I can feel Him once again
The Son is guarding me
Yes my friend Jesus is watching over me
Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me
Oh i know, Yes i know
He is watching over me
By Noraa
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Maybe im just clinically depressed over nothing...
Hello.... hahaz... u came over today... seriously hoped u enjoyed urself... cuz i know i havent been a very good host.... Hope u liked the fried rice i re-fried and the noodles i cooked... Hahaz... haf fun... Thanks for coming...
Infinite dreams are made of these:
You
You
You
You
Only You...
By Noraa
Infinite dreams are made of these:
You
You
You
You
Only You...
By Noraa
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Thank You
Hey.... This is a shout out to u ( u know who u are )
Thank you for your house that we could study in
Thank you for the jokes u made
Thank you for making me laugh
Thank you for asking if i wanted lunch
Thank you for wanting lunch urself
Thank you for letting me walk with you to get more food
Thank you for letting me cook for you
Thank you for feeding me while i cook for you
Thank you for letting me eat with you
Thank you for letting me invite you to a trip to KL
Thank you for letting me wash up for you
Thank you for teaching me macro-economic problems
Thank you for touching my stubble
Thank you for tickling me
Thank you for letting me play your guitar
Thank you for sleeping so i could watch you in silence and smile
Thank you for seeing me off at the bustop
Thank you for everything i have not mentioned
Thank you for just being you
Thank you for spending time with me
Thank you
By Noraa
Thank you for your house that we could study in
Thank you for the jokes u made
Thank you for making me laugh
Thank you for asking if i wanted lunch
Thank you for wanting lunch urself
Thank you for letting me walk with you to get more food
Thank you for letting me cook for you
Thank you for feeding me while i cook for you
Thank you for letting me eat with you
Thank you for letting me invite you to a trip to KL
Thank you for letting me wash up for you
Thank you for teaching me macro-economic problems
Thank you for touching my stubble
Thank you for tickling me
Thank you for letting me play your guitar
Thank you for sleeping so i could watch you in silence and smile
Thank you for seeing me off at the bustop
Thank you for everything i have not mentioned
Thank you for just being you
Thank you for spending time with me
Thank you
By Noraa
Saturday, October 23, 2004
It Doesnt Realli Matter Now Does It?
Run
Live To Fly
Fly To Live
Do Or Die
Wont You Burn
Live To Fly
Fly To Live
Aces High.....
Maybe its time to go somewhere else
Im stuck here in this little house
Lethargic and truly unwilling to move
But realli i go wanna go and booze
Dat doesnt realli matter does it?
Seeing I might not get to do it
But still i realli have to go
I have to go to church now.....
This is the somewhere in nowhere
Trying to be something dat aint nothing
Moving to flying to crashing
Buring and Dying and Crying
Seething and Teething no Soothing
Lets Dance......
Iron out the creases of life
Wash away the stains of misery
Climb up to the highest point and jump
Swim to the lowest depths to burn
Look for a decent gun to shoot
Seek The peak to stop breathing
Search for the darkness so hiddwn within
I can be a heavy metal player now cant i?
By Noraa
Live To Fly
Fly To Live
Do Or Die
Wont You Burn
Live To Fly
Fly To Live
Aces High.....
Maybe its time to go somewhere else
Im stuck here in this little house
Lethargic and truly unwilling to move
But realli i go wanna go and booze
Dat doesnt realli matter does it?
Seeing I might not get to do it
But still i realli have to go
I have to go to church now.....
This is the somewhere in nowhere
Trying to be something dat aint nothing
Moving to flying to crashing
Buring and Dying and Crying
Seething and Teething no Soothing
Lets Dance......
Iron out the creases of life
Wash away the stains of misery
Climb up to the highest point and jump
Swim to the lowest depths to burn
Look for a decent gun to shoot
Seek The peak to stop breathing
Search for the darkness so hiddwn within
I can be a heavy metal player now cant i?
By Noraa
Friday, October 22, 2004
I dare not hurt myself
Fearing there is no pain
The reality is numb
The time has finally come
Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everything i know goes away in the end
And i would give it all
Abandon this pile of thrash
I will let you down
I will make me hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon this chair of lies
Full of myself
Full of brokeness
I dont wanna repair
Across this space of time
The feelings would never fade
You are still right there
And i am still right here
Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everyone i know goes away in the end
And I would give it all
Lying pile of dirt
I would let you down
I would make me hurt
If i could start again
A million miles away
I would kill myself
I would find a way
By Noraa
Fearing there is no pain
The reality is numb
The time has finally come
Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everything i know goes away in the end
And i would give it all
Abandon this pile of thrash
I will let you down
I will make me hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon this chair of lies
Full of myself
Full of brokeness
I dont wanna repair
Across this space of time
The feelings would never fade
You are still right there
And i am still right here
Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everyone i know goes away in the end
And I would give it all
Lying pile of dirt
I would let you down
I would make me hurt
If i could start again
A million miles away
I would kill myself
I would find a way
By Noraa
Dreams
The dreams that begin to pry my reality apart
It within the love of my heart
The nightmare begins when i start to wake
Everlasting the elements of which i quake
In fantasies i seek my solace
My soul can never be this honest
In truth this dream cannot last
In lies all i have to hold fast
This life has soon bid thee farewell
And soon I will bid all farewell
Understand that all i wanted was wasted years
Make a point to see how this life will end without tears
The mere existence of this shell proves i cannot gain
The reincarnation of nightmares again
By Noraa
It within the love of my heart
The nightmare begins when i start to wake
Everlasting the elements of which i quake
In fantasies i seek my solace
My soul can never be this honest
In truth this dream cannot last
In lies all i have to hold fast
This life has soon bid thee farewell
And soon I will bid all farewell
Understand that all i wanted was wasted years
Make a point to see how this life will end without tears
The mere existence of this shell proves i cannot gain
The reincarnation of nightmares again
By Noraa
I Would Die For You
I cant believe this now
This aint wat i planned
I lived and died now
I just cant understand
With all the love i have for you
I'd die just to be with you
Oh my soul's the price to be with you
Oh how i would love you
The pain just wont go away
Oh how I need you
You are always so far away
I would cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I would die for you
I would give up everything
By Noraa.............
This aint wat i planned
I lived and died now
I just cant understand
With all the love i have for you
I'd die just to be with you
Oh my soul's the price to be with you
Oh how i would love you
The pain just wont go away
Oh how I need you
You are always so far away
I would cry for you
Leaving myself to blame
I would die for you
I would give up everything
By Noraa.............
Bother
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit
Noraa Chan.....
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I'll never live down my deceit
Noraa Chan.....
Thursday, October 21, 2004
I Wanna Know...
Ok... so God didnt give me wat i wanted..... who cares.... just disappointed i wont go to prom on 9th Dec... will be slping my second nite at tekong.... too bad for Aaron Chan there... Always getting the bad stuff in major areas of life... Not wat i want God... who cares.... not bout me no more issit? Who gives a shit load...... Im truly disappointed with myself.... So many things to do God has given me just 2 weeks to settle things... So God would have some fun knowledge about wat i would be doing while i have yet any idea... Haf fun God... I can onli study now... hahaz... look forward to having much physical activity at Singapore's best slimming centre... I hope to get as thin as i wanna be and not get recognised when i get back.... hahaz... jus hoping onli but will try...
Ok... so God wun let me haf a later enlistment... So let me haf wat is most dear o me... come on... u can do it... hahahaz.... rite.......... realli dear stuff i love to lose... used to it alredi so haf fun... seriously... so haf fun and enjoy.... i know u will.... Im only halfway done and i have run out of words to say... guess i'll just say it another day or maybe in afew hours...
I dun wanna tell anyone im going in Dec 8th... Im telling ppl here now... see who can actually remember or bother... so sue me... i dun care anymore.... I got to know yesterday morning and i didnt tell pretty much the whole world...
By a pretty weird feelinged Noraa / Aaron rite now...
Ok... so God wun let me haf a later enlistment... So let me haf wat is most dear o me... come on... u can do it... hahahaz.... rite.......... realli dear stuff i love to lose... used to it alredi so haf fun... seriously... so haf fun and enjoy.... i know u will.... Im only halfway done and i have run out of words to say... guess i'll just say it another day or maybe in afew hours...
I dun wanna tell anyone im going in Dec 8th... Im telling ppl here now... see who can actually remember or bother... so sue me... i dun care anymore.... I got to know yesterday morning and i didnt tell pretty much the whole world...
By a pretty weird feelinged Noraa / Aaron rite now...
Why?
A balancing act that is tough to follow
An action that words wont swallow
An environment of darkness looming
A justified rage of emptiness within
A parallel universe where one may breathe easy
A helpless situation that has driven me crazy
A time where love doesnt go noticed
A time where insanity might just be bliss
A cry to the sky for deliverance so greatly found
A painful solace i seek for within the ground
Here lies Aaron Chan, sold to the army on the 8th of december 2004
Why do i have answers to things i dont wanna know...
By Noraa
An action that words wont swallow
An environment of darkness looming
A justified rage of emptiness within
A parallel universe where one may breathe easy
A helpless situation that has driven me crazy
A time where love doesnt go noticed
A time where insanity might just be bliss
A cry to the sky for deliverance so greatly found
A painful solace i seek for within the ground
Here lies Aaron Chan, sold to the army on the 8th of december 2004
Why do i have answers to things i dont wanna know...
By Noraa
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Sleeping Is Always Bliss
I just woke up an hour ago.... Slept from 3 til then... Didnt sleep the nite before when i went with Jeff Chin and Boon to catch Yesterday Once More and 1130 and stayed out at Tampines til morning.... Hiong man... We talked lots of stuff.... Lots of it.... Good to have fellowship even if it means getting no sleep.... And yes... Sleeping is Bliss.... Sleeping is always bliss cuz dreams are fun.... The coming days are just gonna get worse and i hafta do something about it before my dying day...... I seriously hope predictions by friends are true.... seriously hope so....
I wake from a nightmare now
In the day it haunts me
It slowly tears me apart
With dreams of a distant love
I'm a wandering satellite
By Noraa
I wake from a nightmare now
In the day it haunts me
It slowly tears me apart
With dreams of a distant love
I'm a wandering satellite
By Noraa
Monday, October 11, 2004
I Will Wait For You
I just finished watching a show on channel U... It is a very famous old movie starring Leon Lai... I think its called love in the city... After watching the show i cant help but feel sad at Leon Lai's life... Going one whole big round just realising the love of his life is still the love of his life... Waiting and waiting... never stop waiting.... Hey... u know wat? I'll be like leon Lai... I'll still be waiting for you......
I'll be waiting forever and a day
Only for You
My Only One
By Noraa
I'll be waiting forever and a day
Only for You
My Only One
By Noraa
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Lord forgive your humble creation for he is not worthy...
Lord forgive me for I have sinned
I have seen the err in my ways
You have given so much for me yet I did not appreciate
Lord I kneel before You to seek Your forgiveness and Your mercies
You are the God of wonders
You gave when I did not deserve
No amount of words can express my gratefulness and thankfulness in my heart
Hallelujah to the King of kings
Hallelujah to the Lord God almighty
Let my life now be like a love song and an act of worship onto You O Lord
Let everything I do be pleasing to You
Let my every breath praise You forever
Forever and wholly onto You
In the name of our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ
Amen
By Noraa
I have seen the err in my ways
You have given so much for me yet I did not appreciate
Lord I kneel before You to seek Your forgiveness and Your mercies
You are the God of wonders
You gave when I did not deserve
No amount of words can express my gratefulness and thankfulness in my heart
Hallelujah to the King of kings
Hallelujah to the Lord God almighty
Let my life now be like a love song and an act of worship onto You O Lord
Let everything I do be pleasing to You
Let my every breath praise You forever
Forever and wholly onto You
In the name of our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ
Amen
By Noraa
The Best 2hrs 16mins and 58 seconds of my life...
ok.... I just spent 2 hrs 16 mins and 58 seconds talking on the phone with a friend.... Hey friend... u want me to name you? hahahaz..... ok... im still excited about the long chat.... man... rarely am i so happy.... But hey.... i dont care..... its the best time i ever had........ Im so happie... so very happie..... HAHAHAHAHAZ...... even tml sch isnt giving me a headache... im meeting my friend tml to study... so happie.... hahahahaz.....
2:16:58
oh yeah......
By Noraa
2:16:58
oh yeah......
By Noraa
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Killswitch Engage - Time To Scream and be merry...
Went out for dinner with Jeff and Chin.... yuki yaki at cineleisure.... interesting place.... Had fun there.... Jeff is a natural when chatting up girls... jus a natural..... dats why he is the buaya king....
Went to HMV after that and both on impulse a cd by Killswitch Engage.... metal on the brink of death but nice... impressed by the first song already when i sampled it... goodbye 25 bucks hello cd.... hahaz... listening to it now.... not bad....
Ever wonder how people can just think that maturity has something to do with age.....
I dare say i was already put through the phase of being a thinking person way before i was suppose to think like one... This is why i always tell ppl out there i feel as though i am 81 yrs old and not 18.... I am seriously weighed down.... The saving grace of God helps.... i think im gonna get more aggressive as i age... signs are showing when Jeff is asking me not to be violent.... Older judgemental people are seriously pissing me off.... Please dont judge me or i just might kill... hahaz.... rite...... Please stone urself before stoning anybody else.... dumb adults..... i have to pray i will not become like them when i get older...... or i just might kill myself....
killswitch Engage is nice....
Its all about the Why and the How
When my pain is my pain
And Yours is too.....
By Noraa
Went to HMV after that and both on impulse a cd by Killswitch Engage.... metal on the brink of death but nice... impressed by the first song already when i sampled it... goodbye 25 bucks hello cd.... hahaz... listening to it now.... not bad....
Ever wonder how people can just think that maturity has something to do with age.....
I dare say i was already put through the phase of being a thinking person way before i was suppose to think like one... This is why i always tell ppl out there i feel as though i am 81 yrs old and not 18.... I am seriously weighed down.... The saving grace of God helps.... i think im gonna get more aggressive as i age... signs are showing when Jeff is asking me not to be violent.... Older judgemental people are seriously pissing me off.... Please dont judge me or i just might kill... hahaz.... rite...... Please stone urself before stoning anybody else.... dumb adults..... i have to pray i will not become like them when i get older...... or i just might kill myself....
killswitch Engage is nice....
Its all about the Why and the How
When my pain is my pain
And Yours is too.....
By Noraa
Monday, October 04, 2004
I so wanna Jio u out.......
Hello..... I attended my cousin's wedding yesterdae... hahaz... Has been quite awhile since i attended anyones wedding.... The feeling i have now compared to the past is different... I used to think about the food i was gonna eat... Now i think about all sorts of mature wierd stuff like the way i walk, dress, the way i talk... hahaz... and my relatives seem to think i cant hold my liquor... I drank onli 6 full glasses of red wine... nothing much wat.... Wateva... i think i can beat them flat... And the wierdest was dat i suddenly thought about my own wedding... Hahaz.... was quite interesting... I think i will jus ask Jeff to be my emcee.... He can do his Jay Chou there...... Ok now is time to study real hard hahaz... rite... study... must study or die... wanna go Uni... must... study..... argh... hahahahahaz...... I'm so preoccupied with something else... hahaz......
I dont care how long....
I so wanna Jio You out......
By Noraa
I dont care how long....
I so wanna Jio You out......
By Noraa
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Thursday, September 30, 2004
I'm Missing You......
I ate something wrong on sat.... had food poisoning Sunday nite and went to clinic at 2 am..... MC for Monday but stayed home on Tuesday as well..... hahaz.... Pain like crazy man...... Then realised i fail econs again... how fun..... at least i got a B3 for GP.... got 40/100 for human geography paper and im simply 'dying' to find out the rest of my results..... Life is fun and it kicks ass too..... My ass...... hahahahaz.....
Staring into space
Thinking about You
I Miss You
Do You Miss Me Too?
By Noraa
Staring into space
Thinking about You
I Miss You
Do You Miss Me Too?
By Noraa
Saturday, September 25, 2004
ARGH!!!! Andre im so not gonna admit defeat.... ARGH!!!
Ok... i feel very happie now.... dunno why.... maybe its cuz im chatting with someone...... Hahaz... havent felt this happie in years..... hahaz... yrs...... Im not even upset dat i lost to Andre... yes i lost to him... not to worry will win him as soon as my form comes back......
Take me, to the magic of the moment on a glory night.......
By Noraa
Take me, to the magic of the moment on a glory night.......
By Noraa
Friday, September 24, 2004
Late Nights...
Late nights…
Late nights come as early as now
Beautiful silence of music now stirs my thoughts
Welcome to the uneasy neutrality
Place to ponder life's inevitability
The steady flow of items streaming in
Ideals and ideas clutter my mind
Memories of the past
Memories of You
Time we spent together no matter how short it was
The joy of seeing you happy
The sorrow we share when we are sad
What has fate dealt us with this time?
I can't bear to see you like this
I can't stop myself from thinking
Late into the night i dwell on your beauty
I am trapped in chains i willingly bare
How is it that tears are falling now?
Maybe it’s the late nights
Maybe it’s me
Maybe it’s you…
By Noraa
Late nights come as early as now
Beautiful silence of music now stirs my thoughts
Welcome to the uneasy neutrality
Place to ponder life's inevitability
The steady flow of items streaming in
Ideals and ideas clutter my mind
Memories of the past
Memories of You
Time we spent together no matter how short it was
The joy of seeing you happy
The sorrow we share when we are sad
What has fate dealt us with this time?
I can't bear to see you like this
I can't stop myself from thinking
Late into the night i dwell on your beauty
I am trapped in chains i willingly bare
How is it that tears are falling now?
Maybe it’s the late nights
Maybe it’s me
Maybe it’s you…
By Noraa
Love Bites....
Helloo... look at this ungodly hour.... hahaz... and im still awake.... Cant sleep as usual but its ok... Finished another poem so enjoy...... I think i shall sleep now....
Another sleepless night, in Cali-for-ni-a
Or should it be Sing-a-po-r-e
I kill myself sometimes.....
By Noraa
Another sleepless night, in Cali-for-ni-a
Or should it be Sing-a-po-r-e
I kill myself sometimes.....
By Noraa
Thursday, September 23, 2004
This One's For You
This One's For You
I can't help but think about what might be
If you and I were together eternally
Having known you as a friend
Fell in love with you in the end
This one's for you
Stuck here in this suspended limbo
So near yet so far from where we ought to go
I still wish I could just let you know
How much I miss you
This one's for you
Maybe if we could just try and work it out
Be together right here right now
If I could I would
Having you in my arms for all eternity
This one's for you
I would love you with all I have
Give you all I can give
Even if it would not last
I would still try my very best
For this love is for you, my only one
By Noraa
I can't help but think about what might be
If you and I were together eternally
Having known you as a friend
Fell in love with you in the end
This one's for you
Stuck here in this suspended limbo
So near yet so far from where we ought to go
I still wish I could just let you know
How much I miss you
This one's for you
Maybe if we could just try and work it out
Be together right here right now
If I could I would
Having you in my arms for all eternity
This one's for you
I would love you with all I have
Give you all I can give
Even if it would not last
I would still try my very best
For this love is for you, my only one
By Noraa
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Andre is gonna die... Im gonna whoop him!!! Take back my title...
I just found out who are going for mission trip at end year and im seriously worried...
Caron and Ting were asking me to go cuz not enuff guys and the 3 guys arent dat great either.... Crapz... now dat i know i feel compelled to go and take care of them... How? Soo many girls and only 3 guys.... my goodness.... something is wrong here.... some one may hafta reconsider this whole trip.... I have a nagging feeling it may not be God's will... but well people may say otherwise... If my NS isnt in december ( most probably in dec ) i will consider going to take care of them... but dat would have been the wrong motive... But wat was the right motive to begin with? YEP to help them but no evangelizing? hmmx.... If we got no money to go on our own then dont... if the RICH and CHEAPO church dun wanna help the lost then who cares anymore? i dont believe the church is not bringing in money... its one BIG LIE.... people might have their eyes blinded but not me.... Anywayz... wat my mom said to me this morning i totally agreed... was wat i had in my mind b4 i went for last years mission trip... Why go so far jus to help others when people in Singapore in your help as well... You feel God is calling you to save strangers when ur friends arent out of the pit yet? Heart for missions but please be sure u have the heart for it and not be a blind follower... I thought about why i went for the trip last year and i have a clear conscience... I help my friends here in Singapore 1st... I did and i went... never think missions is the most important thing in life.... How do you determine GO in ACTS 1:8 it may mean far but if you have a friend in need of saving here before u go dat far... would you ignore your friend just to go that far just to help someone you dont even know? It is the same as 1 John 4:20 If a man say, i love God, and hatethhis brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, howcan he love God whom he hath not seen? Your dear friends are like brothers to you and yet you choose not to save them first... You love God and you wanna go for him and in the process may forget about your friends here that are more important... Go figure... The priority of people and relationships...
Pray and seek God to tell you whats the most important first and where your heart lies....
By Noraa
Caron and Ting were asking me to go cuz not enuff guys and the 3 guys arent dat great either.... Crapz... now dat i know i feel compelled to go and take care of them... How? Soo many girls and only 3 guys.... my goodness.... something is wrong here.... some one may hafta reconsider this whole trip.... I have a nagging feeling it may not be God's will... but well people may say otherwise... If my NS isnt in december ( most probably in dec ) i will consider going to take care of them... but dat would have been the wrong motive... But wat was the right motive to begin with? YEP to help them but no evangelizing? hmmx.... If we got no money to go on our own then dont... if the RICH and CHEAPO church dun wanna help the lost then who cares anymore? i dont believe the church is not bringing in money... its one BIG LIE.... people might have their eyes blinded but not me.... Anywayz... wat my mom said to me this morning i totally agreed... was wat i had in my mind b4 i went for last years mission trip... Why go so far jus to help others when people in Singapore in your help as well... You feel God is calling you to save strangers when ur friends arent out of the pit yet? Heart for missions but please be sure u have the heart for it and not be a blind follower... I thought about why i went for the trip last year and i have a clear conscience... I help my friends here in Singapore 1st... I did and i went... never think missions is the most important thing in life.... How do you determine GO in ACTS 1:8 it may mean far but if you have a friend in need of saving here before u go dat far... would you ignore your friend just to go that far just to help someone you dont even know? It is the same as 1 John 4:20 If a man say, i love God, and hatethhis brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, howcan he love God whom he hath not seen? Your dear friends are like brothers to you and yet you choose not to save them first... You love God and you wanna go for him and in the process may forget about your friends here that are more important... Go figure... The priority of people and relationships...
Pray and seek God to tell you whats the most important first and where your heart lies....
By Noraa
Friday, September 17, 2004
Nana & Do Mei Mei
prelims is gonna suck... hahaz.... at least i tried.... nvm.... study hard for As can liaoz........ hope wat happened during Os will happen again during As.... lolx..... I just bought metallica's new album Sum Kinda Monster.... oh yeah... life gets slightly better....
Still struggling on....
Nana and Do Mei Mei Rocks........
By Noraa
Still struggling on....
Nana and Do Mei Mei Rocks........
By Noraa
Friday, September 10, 2004
And Then I Go And Spoil It All By Saying Something Stupid Like I Love You.....
Lousy week... nth much to say... hahaz.... Too many things running thru my head... no time for regrets so lets all move on with life and just wait to die... Dats all we are living for... Anybody kind enough to teach me how to get a tagboard? hahaz... Eternally grateful to anyone who cares enough....
By Noraa/aaroN
WATEVA........
By Noraa/aaroN
WATEVA........
Monday, September 06, 2004
The Return
The Return
The sun sets yet it returns again
Same thing everyday
Has it changed in the way it shines?
No it hasn't and it never will
No matter what happens
The sun can never dim itself
Even if the moon eclipses it and it is dark for that moment
The light still rages on underneath
Just waiting to once again burst into action
People question if the sun is gone
No it hasn't, for it will return to its former bright shine
It will return...
By Noraa
The sun sets yet it returns again
Same thing everyday
Has it changed in the way it shines?
No it hasn't and it never will
No matter what happens
The sun can never dim itself
Even if the moon eclipses it and it is dark for that moment
The light still rages on underneath
Just waiting to once again burst into action
People question if the sun is gone
No it hasn't, for it will return to its former bright shine
It will return...
By Noraa
Tough Times.....
Hahaz... well... besides recession Noraa Chan is also under serious strife and the ruling party is under heavy fire from all sides of humanity... Some relief somewhere somehow but still not Free... Dying may just be the only way to seek refuge... hahaz... Rock on Noraa....
By Noraa
By Noraa
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Happie Teacher's Day
Woke up early to get to bedok to meet up with Lynn and Serena and expected them to be late... hahaz... they wer 1/2 hr late and we reached sch at 9 ++ and met up with Dawn and Jocelyn... Hahaz,, things started to get a bit funny... nvm... saw Alvin yang Goh Wee and JinDou.... So many ppl from 2B 2000... hahaz.... Couldn see many teachers cuz they were busy with Mrs Nathan.... Decied to grab a bite with lynn serena and jocelyn and alvin and the rest tagged along... They went to play lan and he girls and i went to watch Stepford Wives at suntec...
Hahaz... been awhile since i talked to lynn and it was fun.... Took photos too... Stepford wives was interesting..... Lynn says im getting wierder by the second hahaz... maybe i am.... Cant help but rememer the times in sec sch... remembering why my first and current email address is forever1113@hotmail.com... 1113... interesting...
And i can't help falling in love with you
By Noraa
Hahaz... been awhile since i talked to lynn and it was fun.... Took photos too... Stepford wives was interesting..... Lynn says im getting wierder by the second hahaz... maybe i am.... Cant help but rememer the times in sec sch... remembering why my first and current email address is forever1113@hotmail.com... 1113... interesting...
And i can't help falling in love with you
By Noraa
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
MJC 03A202 : Best Class and Individual Performance
Woah man... today was a great day for MJC 03 A202... We swept the judges off their feet with our retro performance to the song " Lets Twist Again" Hahaz... top 5 teams from the different concerts around sch was picked to perform in Soiree finals... We did good.... hahaz.... Ashiq the individual who bagged the Individual award is actually the Newpaper's creativity award thingy... And it is on Love Meridian Day today... hahaz... And the be yourself day for the president's challenge charity or smth.... hahaz... wateva it was we sure knew how to have a ball of a time... Kudos to everyone who helped in developing the moves dat won us the prizes.... Hahaz... wat a wonderful day..... Sch was long... from morning til 10:40 hahaz...
power larhz....
We are the Champions 03A202......
By Noraa
power larhz....
We are the Champions 03A202......
By Noraa
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Mixed Feelings
Well then... i love weekends... Gives me the most joy... Had a good time playing for God todae and merged with Felicia's cell to discuss upcoming bbq for sec 2s and christmas event.... Afterwards it was hectic.... Lunch at BK and rushing to clarke quay to practice at a jamming studio.... Apparently big room is equivalent to half the size of my room.... hahaz... was a good session deciding on the ending and emerging with a refined song... Cradle of Faith... This Faith in You O Lord.... The day was good but ended up being super tired out and had a long long nap....
Ever got the feeling of not knowing wat you want? hahaz... shall write something about that soon... It gets confusing after awhile... Everything gets illogical then we try to rationalise and make it logical and another thing comes up and mixes it all up again... Best way to curb this is to just not do anything and let everything come to you instead... Hahaz... Still trying that out but im not as patient as others.. hahaz... Maybe its cuz i just dont mind it any other way.... Interesting question when Jeff asked who i would choose Phoebe or Joanne... hahaz... i have no answer... Wonder why he asked me that too.... He asked after Friday worship practice when we were at 85 market with Chin for some supper and beer... I thank God for Jeff another person who enjoys a drink or 2 and just able to share whatever we have in our hearts...
What you gonna do when they come for you?
By Noraa
Ever got the feeling of not knowing wat you want? hahaz... shall write something about that soon... It gets confusing after awhile... Everything gets illogical then we try to rationalise and make it logical and another thing comes up and mixes it all up again... Best way to curb this is to just not do anything and let everything come to you instead... Hahaz... Still trying that out but im not as patient as others.. hahaz... Maybe its cuz i just dont mind it any other way.... Interesting question when Jeff asked who i would choose Phoebe or Joanne... hahaz... i have no answer... Wonder why he asked me that too.... He asked after Friday worship practice when we were at 85 market with Chin for some supper and beer... I thank God for Jeff another person who enjoys a drink or 2 and just able to share whatever we have in our hearts...
What you gonna do when they come for you?
By Noraa
Friday, August 27, 2004
Love Is a Crowded Place - 1
Love is a crowded place
Love is a crowded place
But he is looking for space
Those caught in its snare are unaware
Oblivious that people are ever there
Looking on with such a longing
Filled with deep seeded hurt and regret
Remembering the days of such happiness never had but fantasized
In his fantasies he has found love
The joy of embracing her
He might never forget that moment
And in a glance he awakes
Broken and in tears
Remembering that it was nothing but a dream
To Be Continued...
By Noraa
Love is a crowded place
But he is looking for space
Those caught in its snare are unaware
Oblivious that people are ever there
Looking on with such a longing
Filled with deep seeded hurt and regret
Remembering the days of such happiness never had but fantasized
In his fantasies he has found love
The joy of embracing her
He might never forget that moment
And in a glance he awakes
Broken and in tears
Remembering that it was nothing but a dream
To Be Continued...
By Noraa
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Recession Woes
Noraa Chan hereby declares him/herself under a recession... After 2 quarters of budget deficit a country is declared to be suffering from recession and Noraa Chan is in the middle of the 4th quarter with no signs of easing of situation. Hoping for a better financial year next month ( one month = 1 year ) Hafta start balancing out and put back my reserves before i got nothing to fall on... Recession continues and Noraa Chan is gonna hafta mete out drastic measures....
By Noraa
By Noraa
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Accidentally In Love
Accidentally In Love
Accidentally in love
Another dream that would never come true
Ever since i saw you
I think it compliments my sorrow
For i can never have you
Even if i treasured you
Kill me kill me kill me again
With those eyes that immortalize you
With those lips a perfect smile
Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Farewell for i dare not set my eyes upon you
I might just be accidentally in love
I think i am...
You make me wanna Lala lalala.....
By Noraa
Accidentally in love
Another dream that would never come true
Ever since i saw you
I think it compliments my sorrow
For i can never have you
Even if i treasured you
Kill me kill me kill me again
With those eyes that immortalize you
With those lips a perfect smile
Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Farewell for i dare not set my eyes upon you
I might just be accidentally in love
I think i am...
You make me wanna Lala lalala.....
By Noraa
The Sins of Man
I guess im getting used to this thing...
Life is funny... It never seems to stop amazing me... How at one moment one can be so nice and the next like the devil... This shows how God plays a part in our lives... We need Him, His salvation and His Holiness for which without we are nothing but slabs of meat waiting for slaughter... People wonder wats in it to life and this i tell them; u are missing out on the glory of God and His everflowing mercy and grace... Im not some Holy person speaking this, i am a sinful man... i pray God will continually help me in this endeavour to be Holy like Him... Well people say we force our teachings on them... I will not deny that and i will even stick my neck out and say i advocate it... Why? Its because I serve the living God and His commands i obey... God wants us to proclaim of His Goodness to all mankind and im doing my job... Are you doing yours? I worry for my friends who will burn in hell... I pray they will see the light even if i do not witness it and i do not want to be questioned by my friend on judgement day why i have not preached... I have just that u didnt listen... My dear friends who do not like Christians... you know who u are... Pls take heed of my word... dont think life is out to get you... Think logically... God is here to save, not some black faced oran-utan monkey with a funny weapon at hand... No amount of burning of ur own money will help and taoists say everyone will end up in hell? hahaz... its true... Unless you repent and walk towards the one true God. The one who was who is and is to come... So my friends, pls do not outright reject Him... listen to what is the truth and decide then for God gave u the choice and pls dont say u would rather go to hell... Its not nice down there and you know it so please... may u just take a moment to reflect upon ur life and your future... What is there to lose?
By Noraa
Life is funny... It never seems to stop amazing me... How at one moment one can be so nice and the next like the devil... This shows how God plays a part in our lives... We need Him, His salvation and His Holiness for which without we are nothing but slabs of meat waiting for slaughter... People wonder wats in it to life and this i tell them; u are missing out on the glory of God and His everflowing mercy and grace... Im not some Holy person speaking this, i am a sinful man... i pray God will continually help me in this endeavour to be Holy like Him... Well people say we force our teachings on them... I will not deny that and i will even stick my neck out and say i advocate it... Why? Its because I serve the living God and His commands i obey... God wants us to proclaim of His Goodness to all mankind and im doing my job... Are you doing yours? I worry for my friends who will burn in hell... I pray they will see the light even if i do not witness it and i do not want to be questioned by my friend on judgement day why i have not preached... I have just that u didnt listen... My dear friends who do not like Christians... you know who u are... Pls take heed of my word... dont think life is out to get you... Think logically... God is here to save, not some black faced oran-utan monkey with a funny weapon at hand... No amount of burning of ur own money will help and taoists say everyone will end up in hell? hahaz... its true... Unless you repent and walk towards the one true God. The one who was who is and is to come... So my friends, pls do not outright reject Him... listen to what is the truth and decide then for God gave u the choice and pls dont say u would rather go to hell... Its not nice down there and you know it so please... may u just take a moment to reflect upon ur life and your future... What is there to lose?
By Noraa
Untitled til further notice
Untitled
One day someone will love her
But it will not be me
One day someone will cherish her
But it will not be me
One day someone will marry her
But it will not be me
I will just be looking on
Happy that she is happy
That she will have what i cannot give
Enjoy the bliss that is not meant for me
See the joy in her beautiful face
Never knowing that there exists a me
Only then will she truly be loved
Only then will she truly be loved...
By Noraa
One day someone will love her
But it will not be me
One day someone will cherish her
But it will not be me
One day someone will marry her
But it will not be me
I will just be looking on
Happy that she is happy
That she will have what i cannot give
Enjoy the bliss that is not meant for me
See the joy in her beautiful face
Never knowing that there exists a me
Only then will she truly be loved
Only then will she truly be loved...
By Noraa
Pieces Of Me
Woohoo....
Yeah finally got down to buying Ashlee Simpson's album Autobiography... not bad afterall.... Somehow i think its better than the yellowcard album... Sick todae so stayed home to study... Lol... Must study more now that prelims and all are coming... Sigh... Im still experiencing this sense of foreboding and tension and that something is seriously gonna happen just that im not sure what it is... Must pray... Be Holy for He is Holy... seriously working on that too... everyone has to not only me so if any one looks at me wierd remember he without sin may cast the first stone at me then... Went to CHC yesterdae with Caron Steffy Esmond and Caron's friend Ginny... Ginny is nice... hahaz... new friend i guess... I still have my misgivings about CHC and after listening to Hillsongs United... I dont really think they are that great... just think they are ok.... Treated the girls to Mos burger at Jurong Point... Hope they enjoyed it... I had a really enjoyable time with them... Hahaz... friends should hang out with each other all the time... more friends the better... after getting cooped up at home all day feeling sick and feeling sick of studying too i tried to call friends to come out with me for some fresh air but none was available... Sigh.... Wow... first time writing so much stuff... well gotta turn in soon tml's another day in school... gonna post smth i wrote in the next post... hahaz...
You Think You Know Me
By Noraa
Yeah finally got down to buying Ashlee Simpson's album Autobiography... not bad afterall.... Somehow i think its better than the yellowcard album... Sick todae so stayed home to study... Lol... Must study more now that prelims and all are coming... Sigh... Im still experiencing this sense of foreboding and tension and that something is seriously gonna happen just that im not sure what it is... Must pray... Be Holy for He is Holy... seriously working on that too... everyone has to not only me so if any one looks at me wierd remember he without sin may cast the first stone at me then... Went to CHC yesterdae with Caron Steffy Esmond and Caron's friend Ginny... Ginny is nice... hahaz... new friend i guess... I still have my misgivings about CHC and after listening to Hillsongs United... I dont really think they are that great... just think they are ok.... Treated the girls to Mos burger at Jurong Point... Hope they enjoyed it... I had a really enjoyable time with them... Hahaz... friends should hang out with each other all the time... more friends the better... after getting cooped up at home all day feeling sick and feeling sick of studying too i tried to call friends to come out with me for some fresh air but none was available... Sigh.... Wow... first time writing so much stuff... well gotta turn in soon tml's another day in school... gonna post smth i wrote in the next post... hahaz...
You Think You Know Me
By Noraa
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Carpe Diem
Carpe Diem
Carpe diem
Seize the day
Before your life is away
You wouldn't know what is to come
When you live your life like you have none
You don't need to sell your soul
You don't even need a heart of gold
Live your life and enjoy the sun
Or you will end it with a gun
Will you end up with a happy ending?
You won't know until you tried
Will you regret the choices you make?
You would have to face up its your mess
So seize the day while it lasts
Or you will regret once its past
By Noraa
Carpe diem
Seize the day
Before your life is away
You wouldn't know what is to come
When you live your life like you have none
You don't need to sell your soul
You don't even need a heart of gold
Live your life and enjoy the sun
Or you will end it with a gun
Will you end up with a happy ending?
You won't know until you tried
Will you regret the choices you make?
You would have to face up its your mess
So seize the day while it lasts
Or you will regret once its past
By Noraa
What Am I Doing Here?
I think theres a genuine sense of loss somewhere inside me... A little difficult to describe... Trying to get into gear to study... Must tell God and ask him to remove this sense of loss and nothingness lolx... Heyz Aeroplane Girl and Caron.... i wrote a little smth for u two called 'Carpe Diem' I'll post it later... hahaz.... I have got many more writings about nth... hahaz... haf fun reading everything else...
Haf Fun and enjoy while u can b4 ur life is away
By Noraa
Haf Fun and enjoy while u can b4 ur life is away
By Noraa
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
A long Tuesday to ponder....
Hello again
Came Home right after sch and couldnt nap even though i was tired... Took panadol from Emma and fell aslp during geog lect... sigh... Looking forward to tml going out with a few classmates for chicken i think... Some charity thingy... 10 bucks for one whole chicken cool... hahaz.. gonna hafta share it with Fauzan i cant remember why jus remember agreeing... Its a lazy afternoon... I think inspiration comes in the nite... Might add smth later... Ciaoz for now....
By Noraa
Came Home right after sch and couldnt nap even though i was tired... Took panadol from Emma and fell aslp during geog lect... sigh... Looking forward to tml going out with a few classmates for chicken i think... Some charity thingy... 10 bucks for one whole chicken cool... hahaz.. gonna hafta share it with Fauzan i cant remember why jus remember agreeing... Its a lazy afternoon... I think inspiration comes in the nite... Might add smth later... Ciaoz for now....
By Noraa
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Friday The 13th
Helloooooooo...
Its Friday woohoo.... weekend is near..... Had a nice day today finished sch at 1235... slacked at home cuz there was absolutely no one online... then had a dinner date with Dawn ( finally ) after sooo long... She hasnt realli changed one bit hahaz... same old her.... And now im slacking again at home.... hahaz... Im still in the mood to write stuff and hmmx... anybody enjoyed my writing? hahaz... rite.... like anybody reads it ( cept Sharif.... thnx )
When thou hast done, thou hast not done,
For, I have More.
By Noraa
Its Friday woohoo.... weekend is near..... Had a nice day today finished sch at 1235... slacked at home cuz there was absolutely no one online... then had a dinner date with Dawn ( finally ) after sooo long... She hasnt realli changed one bit hahaz... same old her.... And now im slacking again at home.... hahaz... Im still in the mood to write stuff and hmmx... anybody enjoyed my writing? hahaz... rite.... like anybody reads it ( cept Sharif.... thnx )
When thou hast done, thou hast not done,
For, I have More.
By Noraa
Friday, August 13, 2004
Elegie of the Moon
Elegie Of The Moon
Under the starlit sky
I see the bright moonlight
I feel my heart yearning
This moon I now give you
Will you accept it?
Entwined in the moon
My love so deep
It has become what i cannot speak
I can only now dream of you
For the moon so beautiful
Will not stand the trials of time
It will fade away at the very end
But the beauty of you will remain in my memory
In the cycle of the never-ending
I’m still yearning for you
By Noraa
Under the starlit sky
I see the bright moonlight
I feel my heart yearning
This moon I now give you
Will you accept it?
Entwined in the moon
My love so deep
It has become what i cannot speak
I can only now dream of you
For the moon so beautiful
Will not stand the trials of time
It will fade away at the very end
But the beauty of you will remain in my memory
In the cycle of the never-ending
I’m still yearning for you
By Noraa
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Long Day
HaLoX...
Yes im back to blogging after a few days.... many things have happened in the past few days... Lol... Praise The Lord! Cradle Of Faith has written their first song... Its called Cradle of Faith and it rocks.... hahs....
Today = very long day... after sch had GP paper 2 test... after which went to eat sakae sushi with boon and studied at parkway BK until he finished work at Jack's place at 10 pm... phew... finished a few things i needed to do...
Lots of things on goin on in my head... Im not very sure wat to do though... Had inspiration o write lots of stuff... one of which seems completed... gonna put it down here....
I Cannot
I cannot say I love you so
I cannot say I need you too
I cannot stop thinking about you everyday
I cannot stop remembering the things I have to say
I cannot grasp this thought of mine
I cannot let this heart unwind
I cannot go on like this no more
I cannot take it anymore
I cannot forget the times
I cannot remember the days
I cannot get you out of my head
I cannot envision you being mine
I cannot plead for a change of fate
I cannot change this nature in me
I cannot....
Haf Fun
By Noraa
Yes im back to blogging after a few days.... many things have happened in the past few days... Lol... Praise The Lord! Cradle Of Faith has written their first song... Its called Cradle of Faith and it rocks.... hahs....
Today = very long day... after sch had GP paper 2 test... after which went to eat sakae sushi with boon and studied at parkway BK until he finished work at Jack's place at 10 pm... phew... finished a few things i needed to do...
Lots of things on goin on in my head... Im not very sure wat to do though... Had inspiration o write lots of stuff... one of which seems completed... gonna put it down here....
I Cannot
I cannot say I love you so
I cannot say I need you too
I cannot stop thinking about you everyday
I cannot stop remembering the things I have to say
I cannot grasp this thought of mine
I cannot let this heart unwind
I cannot go on like this no more
I cannot take it anymore
I cannot forget the times
I cannot remember the days
I cannot get you out of my head
I cannot envision you being mine
I cannot plead for a change of fate
I cannot change this nature in me
I cannot....
Haf Fun
By Noraa
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
On The Brink
Im typing now the 5th try and hope this works...
Ok im too pissed to talk about my day... Something went up with the com and i couldnt publish my blog and lost all i had to write not once not twice but 4 times..... Argh!!!
Ok im seriously frustrated now... wanted to go out today to clear my thoughts but didnt go HMV eventually and landed up in bedok... I m afraid of going berserk if this series of lethargy and frustration doesnt go away... I do the unthinkable when i go mad.... Help....
Oh Please God Help Me....
All I've Got Is INSANE...
Im On The Brink Of Something Horrible,
Jus Wat It Is Im Not Too Sure,
But I Cant take it anymore...
By Noraa
Ok im too pissed to talk about my day... Something went up with the com and i couldnt publish my blog and lost all i had to write not once not twice but 4 times..... Argh!!!
Ok im seriously frustrated now... wanted to go out today to clear my thoughts but didnt go HMV eventually and landed up in bedok... I m afraid of going berserk if this series of lethargy and frustration doesnt go away... I do the unthinkable when i go mad.... Help....
Oh Please God Help Me....
All I've Got Is INSANE...
Im On The Brink Of Something Horrible,
Jus Wat It Is Im Not Too Sure,
But I Cant take it anymore...
By Noraa
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Elegie 1
Fetch from the glory of the past
The gift of brilliance once fawned
now it is gone
Never did i realise the significance
Never did i see the truth
Would i ever wake from this?
the earth without taste would be destroyed
garden of oblivion on toward
Darkness becomes of me
Redemption would not suffice
For it may just be over the horizon
beyond eternal reach
escape is futile against what is your nature
proud, jealous, evil and hedonistic
I am but a man.
Jealousy holds onto my heart
Nothing can be said of what is inside
an undesirable undecipherable box.
Box of things felt but not said
Emotions make me want to push my fingers into my...
eyes, its the only thing that looks at you
It transcends the outer and gets closer
To the truth it unfolds
The lies it will hold
We are but dust in the wind
Specks of this vast black diamond
beautiful and impure
Majesty and shamed
fathom nothing but nothing itself
truth is nowhere what it seems to be
Sad but true, yes it is
You may think i am done
No i am not done
For i have only just begun
The gift of brilliance once fawned
now it is gone
Never did i realise the significance
Never did i see the truth
Would i ever wake from this?
the earth without taste would be destroyed
garden of oblivion on toward
Darkness becomes of me
Redemption would not suffice
For it may just be over the horizon
beyond eternal reach
escape is futile against what is your nature
proud, jealous, evil and hedonistic
I am but a man.
Jealousy holds onto my heart
Nothing can be said of what is inside
an undesirable undecipherable box.
Box of things felt but not said
Emotions make me want to push my fingers into my...
eyes, its the only thing that looks at you
It transcends the outer and gets closer
To the truth it unfolds
The lies it will hold
We are but dust in the wind
Specks of this vast black diamond
beautiful and impure
Majesty and shamed
fathom nothing but nothing itself
truth is nowhere what it seems to be
Sad but true, yes it is
You may think i am done
No i am not done
For i have only just begun
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Tribute to the NFKs in this world
NFKs..... where do i start? NFK is a short for No Fear Kid... No i know wat u r thinking... nopez its not becuz these kids r fearless.... This NFKs r kids who are factory produced sec 1,2,3,4 kids who have geled centre parted hair with the macdonald M shape struting around like as if they own the world uttering mindless nonsense... Most IMPT of all... they wear stupid cheapo pasar malam 'No Fear' T-shirts.........
Yes dats why they r called NFKs These kids dun know the meaning of respect and think they r some big time gangster... Highly irritating... Play arcade and cheat... think they r great after living for onli 15 yrs...
I used to eat these kids for breakfast... now they jus irritate me still but the difference is... i dun do anything to them now... sad... but looking at the situation now i think i jus might explode one day.....
By Noraa
Yes dats why they r called NFKs These kids dun know the meaning of respect and think they r some big time gangster... Highly irritating... Play arcade and cheat... think they r great after living for onli 15 yrs...
I used to eat these kids for breakfast... now they jus irritate me still but the difference is... i dun do anything to them now... sad... but looking at the situation now i think i jus might explode one day.....
By Noraa
One Big Farce of society
Im blogging again... wow......
todae went to sch with my mom to collect report card... then went meet Gerald end up going to church and not playing initial D... dumb NFKs.... ( no fear kids ) dats for me to screw about another time... anywayz... went to church and played bass todae... after dat went sonic fest... not dat bad... bought 2 t-shirts cuz didnt haf enuff to buy 3....
Sigh... talked to Alvin about my problems bout my mom wantign to go COOS and her views on BBTC...
I AGREE with my mom dat the church is a disappointment... yes u heard me... BBTC is a selfish church unwilling to help ppl as did Jesus commanded us to do... Wat do i do God? Selfish rich bums who r unwilling to help ppl in need and bring salvation to the lost... God send ur revival... pls let them turn from their sinful ways... Wat? u want me to do smth? hahaz... God wants me to speak out against ppl who r EVIL in BBTC... im going to get RID of the EVIL in BBTC... im going to save the church from ruin or God will ruin it himself.... YES i could be talking about ur moms and dads... I could be talking about ppl in high places... i dont really care... so sue me... i will name names if i have to... I will not leave the church to die a death... Even if i have to storm the stage to make my point i will.... God the Almighty who was, is and is to come... I will not be moved... THE EVIL SHALL PERISH AND THE TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL
So I've decided... Nobody cares anywayz...
Let me Enlighten you...
This Is the Way i Pray....
By Noraa
todae went to sch with my mom to collect report card... then went meet Gerald end up going to church and not playing initial D... dumb NFKs.... ( no fear kids ) dats for me to screw about another time... anywayz... went to church and played bass todae... after dat went sonic fest... not dat bad... bought 2 t-shirts cuz didnt haf enuff to buy 3....
Sigh... talked to Alvin about my problems bout my mom wantign to go COOS and her views on BBTC...
I AGREE with my mom dat the church is a disappointment... yes u heard me... BBTC is a selfish church unwilling to help ppl as did Jesus commanded us to do... Wat do i do God? Selfish rich bums who r unwilling to help ppl in need and bring salvation to the lost... God send ur revival... pls let them turn from their sinful ways... Wat? u want me to do smth? hahaz... God wants me to speak out against ppl who r EVIL in BBTC... im going to get RID of the EVIL in BBTC... im going to save the church from ruin or God will ruin it himself.... YES i could be talking about ur moms and dads... I could be talking about ppl in high places... i dont really care... so sue me... i will name names if i have to... I will not leave the church to die a death... Even if i have to storm the stage to make my point i will.... God the Almighty who was, is and is to come... I will not be moved... THE EVIL SHALL PERISH AND THE TRUTH SHALL PREVAIL
So I've decided... Nobody cares anywayz...
Let me Enlighten you...
This Is the Way i Pray....
By Noraa
Saturday, July 31, 2004
Nothing aint Nothing but Nothing
Helloooo.........
I got home 30 mins ago from worship practice and supper... Worship practice was fine... Lolx now chatting wif 3 ppl... so fun.... i hate typing when i got nth to sae... lol... shall talk next time then... Looking forward to a long weekend hahaz.... long my foot.....
Chapter One
I gave u my time
I gave u my whole life
I gave u my love, every time
They told me it was... a crime
By Noraa
I got home 30 mins ago from worship practice and supper... Worship practice was fine... Lolx now chatting wif 3 ppl... so fun.... i hate typing when i got nth to sae... lol... shall talk next time then... Looking forward to a long weekend hahaz.... long my foot.....
Chapter One
I gave u my time
I gave u my whole life
I gave u my love, every time
They told me it was... a crime
By Noraa
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Slacker
Slacking in library waiting for GP paper at 3.05 pm... sianz...
Came to sch late cuz overslept... hahaz... econs lecture was dumb as usual with fatty mei doing wierd stuff... im jus bored... hahaz..
Quote of the hour : Preese Take Out Your LuLer
by Noraa
Came to sch late cuz overslept... hahaz... econs lecture was dumb as usual with fatty mei doing wierd stuff... im jus bored... hahaz..
Quote of the hour : Preese Take Out Your LuLer
by Noraa
Ooh... hahaz... Im finally back home... wat a dae! sch was boring as usual... then went to get CM 03/04! Finally.... Evening went to church for elijah challenge and my mom volunteered to be healed... hmmx... didnt work though... Its ok... God has other plans for her.... well.. this is my second entry... smth light will do... heavier things will come flowing soon... too much issues i have in my head and i hafta sort them out first... hahs
By Noraa
By Noraa
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
1st time here... HAHAS
Oh hahaz... interesting... first time blogging and its in sch... ahahaz... MJC com lab 4... lolx
Big THANK U to SHARIF for helping me set this up...
Ok... so Hi to everybody who wats to read watever i write... hahs
better go now... looking for nicer skins and doing lit work
Aaron or Noraa? u decide
Big THANK U to SHARIF for helping me set this up...
Ok... so Hi to everybody who wats to read watever i write... hahs
better go now... looking for nicer skins and doing lit work
Aaron or Noraa? u decide
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