I just found out who are going for mission trip at end year and im seriously worried...
Caron and Ting were asking me to go cuz not enuff guys and the 3 guys arent dat great either.... Crapz... now dat i know i feel compelled to go and take care of them... How? Soo many girls and only 3 guys.... my goodness.... something is wrong here.... some one may hafta reconsider this whole trip.... I have a nagging feeling it may not be God's will... but well people may say otherwise... If my NS isnt in december ( most probably in dec ) i will consider going to take care of them... but dat would have been the wrong motive... But wat was the right motive to begin with? YEP to help them but no evangelizing? hmmx.... If we got no money to go on our own then dont... if the RICH and CHEAPO church dun wanna help the lost then who cares anymore? i dont believe the church is not bringing in money... its one BIG LIE.... people might have their eyes blinded but not me.... Anywayz... wat my mom said to me this morning i totally agreed... was wat i had in my mind b4 i went for last years mission trip... Why go so far jus to help others when people in Singapore in your help as well... You feel God is calling you to save strangers when ur friends arent out of the pit yet? Heart for missions but please be sure u have the heart for it and not be a blind follower... I thought about why i went for the trip last year and i have a clear conscience... I help my friends here in Singapore 1st... I did and i went... never think missions is the most important thing in life.... How do you determine GO in ACTS 1:8 it may mean far but if you have a friend in need of saving here before u go dat far... would you ignore your friend just to go that far just to help someone you dont even know? It is the same as 1 John 4:20 If a man say, i love God, and hatethhis brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, howcan he love God whom he hath not seen? Your dear friends are like brothers to you and yet you choose not to save them first... You love God and you wanna go for him and in the process may forget about your friends here that are more important... Go figure... The priority of people and relationships...
Pray and seek God to tell you whats the most important first and where your heart lies....
By Noraa
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