I dare not hurt myself
Fearing there is no pain
The reality is numb
The time has finally come

Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everything i know goes away in the end
And i would give it all
Abandon this pile of thrash
I will let you down
I will make me hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon this chair of lies
Full of myself
Full of brokeness
I dont wanna repair
Across this space of time
The feelings would never fade
You are still right there
And i am still right here

Wat have i become?
I ask you my dearest friend
Everyone i know goes away in the end
And I would give it all
Lying pile of dirt
I would let you down
I would make me hurt

If i could start again
A million miles away
I would kill myself
I would find a way

By Noraa