Kill Me, Kill Me, Kill Me Again

On these tear today I fall
Broken deeper and deeper again
I fail to see that u have gone
away and away from the end
I chase this life of you and me
I find it back where I used to be
Will you be there or stay away
I can't go back to this deep end......

If You Don't Don't...

today still i play with you
you don't notice anything
a love that is frozen
silent you a silent love silent pleasant feelings
silent me a silent love silent scars

you the eighteen person don't notice me
softly you have confirmed me this frozen love
quiet you a quiet love i kill my quiet pleasant feelings
quiet me a quiet love a quiet

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

a silent heart a quiet heart cut in my heart
a silent heart a quiet heart even if you are going to play with my heart

i can't change this silent love can't change
peacefully peacefully it coils up around both of us

since i noticed you
i just wanna be able to be by your side
i finally embraced you
i didn't know that it would be the last time

Septic Emotions

I have been to the ends of this place
Seen the values that people have shoved in my face
To be the Raw tension that seperates me and you
Can't you see that I have fallen from grace

You bring out the poison in me
The septic emotions that burst out in threes
You agitate the heart inside of me
Break my wings don't set me free

Frustation Abounds

I need to calm down, I am not me
This is the time when one becomes none
The band of futility engulfs me
I am angry I agree
I cannot force it unto me
To be happy to be me
I need to scream and release the frustration
You betray me
You betray me
I blame you and I blame me
Somebody come rescue me
I am so alone

I Want Nobody But You.....

An inexplicable calm against the chill of the forgotten suspense
A big intent of silence
A feeling of nothingness under the skin
It crawls again deep within
feeling loss and bringing hope
This is going to be provoked
Selfish desires in the midst of us
Who am I to say who's first
This day I enjoy will be no more
Tomorrow will bring me grief somemore
Seeing the difference in stature and height
I cannot do anything I would like.
Withhold
Secrets....
Inside

Do You Worry That When You Die People Would Never Have Truly Known You?

The world is not ready for me
The world doesn't know me
The skepticism escapes me
The hatred no longer beholds me
The justice bewilders me
The sense eludes me
The society is not me
The attitudes contempt me
The facade separates me


You don't know me

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

I'm falling to pieces, thinking up the ways of getting to you
You're breaking my heart doing the things you do
I try to break it, so frantically shake it
but i couldn't no i couldn't

Tell me why you are always breaking my heart
You have gone too far this time


Song to be... Value it for me

What are we waiting for?

The birth of a legend
The one of champions
The Superhero of none
The one the only.....

Its my birthday....
Its my birthday....
Its my birthday....

Ru Guo Zhe Dou Bu Suan Ai...... (If even this doesnt mean love)

I gave you my music . . .
Made your song take wing . . .
And now, how you've repaid me
Denied me and betrayed me . . .
He was bound to love you
When he heard you sing . . .
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Say the word and I will follow you . . .
Share each day with me, each night, each morning . . .
You will curse the day you did not do
All that the Phantom asked of you . . .

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . .
Lead me, save me from my solitude . .
Say you want me with you, here beside you . . .
Anywhere you go let me go too. . .
Christine, that's all I ask of . . .

Through the Blackened Bleeding Tarmac

Driving down endless paths
Lowered flags and desperate tasks
Dead to begin with dead again
Oh can we be safe in the arms of the ones we love
Can we be sure of our existence without the other but with the one
We place our trust in things we see and yet the unseen, the alluring,
Can we see and reverse what we have become
What was yours will be a ring without finger
And the rambling lingers on...
until we find the right time to become...
sense to the senseless
faith to the faithless
in shambles i become
to bleed i will die
to truth i will see but yet deny
I am dead, in this i cannot falsify
I am dead, my heart is gone and i am awake
Dead to you, dead to me
Drink to this misery
I beseech you me.
Cry......................... Tears...................... Broken................................

Spinning Out of Control

Through the times of trial and fire
The oft thought times of turmoil and pain
We see through the eyes of those that see
The hearts of those that sense
The emotions of the fragile
We see pain through the eyes of the happy
The grace throught the naems of the blessed
I spin, we spin and we get out into the open
Out of control we steadily become
The pain unbearable, the heart so fallible
We crush as we break
We know its never early
But it will always be too late.

Appeal to my sense of love

There used to be a time when I loved
We are born, we live, we die
Things happen and sometimes we forget
The love in our lives will fade away
We will die everyday
Just a little, day by day
Singing songs of sin and grace
Echoes of a haunting voice
Blacken into the dark descent
Searching eternally for completion
Looking for our own happiness
The lost half we will never find
Things Aren't so beautiful now

The Kind of Woman That Blows My Mind

The hourglass lady feels svelt to the touch
Walking in motion the sways of emotion
When best defined you blow my mind
Someone I want but cannot have
I see you alive in your throes of passion
Dancing amidst the scenes of gentle perpetual chaos
Silent in your word but loud it your expression
The sense of love dwelling deep within
Incomplete I look to you
Finding happiness that falsely belongs
Wrought with agony i stay away
Losing what could be my eternal bliss
This is you and there am I
Away from you looking deep inside
I burn myself to scream I hide
I lose myself I think of you
I dream of a plain, just me and you
Walking hand in hand, do it again
Skin to skin and heart to heart
These seven ways to tear us apart
Dreams are only but dreams
I lost the dream i never had
but you in me will always remain

Dont break my heart, It is already broken

The Truth

The Truth
The incomparable
The inconsolable
The inevitable
The Truth, when revealed
Brings memories of pain and breaks the heart of the one who cannot forget and cannot face
The Truth hurts

Open From The Inside Out

You were always right, always right
The epitome of love met the epitome of pain
What was it you wanted?
It just couldn't be avoided
It was not so bad
For the result was the best we ever had

A Thousand Poundings of the Treacherous Heart unto the brain..

Pierce my heart this dark confession
Brought to light this broken life
Set to bring the nights of memories
Cries of torture in my mind

Bring me this set of tools to maim my heart
and set me away on this broken dream
Timeless neverending stories of you
It breaks my heart, it breaks my heart

Understand

Why can't you understand what I feel inside
The desire to do things that are put to task
One desired spurned the other
Turns out events are truly of another
The need for one last hurrah
The bleak misery of denial
Absence of the.......

Reasons To Leave - AVA

A long awaited beginning
A pre desired outcome
Answers living like this for results
Praying for success over failure
For too Long
For too Long
All alone never more


Sing on, Play on


Rock on \m/

L.I.D

As I sit in here waiting for the world to turn back to the way it used to be
I discover that it has become meaningless for me
Trapped in the finality of being
It seems everything is about to end just when it is about to begin
To bid farewell to everything before the permanance sets in
Impossible to find, impossible experience
Impossible to Love

Memories

Sacrifice yourself and show me what is left
You take the breath right out of me
Hole where my heart should be
Tears in my eyes
I cry deep inside
I will hide it within
Nobody sees and nobody will know
You took my best and my entire all
Left nothing to me and broke it all
I love you but have nothing at all
In the end